A Short IRL Talk
Added 2025-01-08 17:46:34 +0000 UTCCW: Talking about medication, depression, loneliness.
This is a personal audio about my current struggles.
I try to keep private things private most of the time, but maybe I can work some things out with this unique platform that I'm blessed with.
Take care, everyone.
Comments
lmao sounds like me
Ryanagator49823
2025-10-29 00:31:55 +0000 UTCI'm really sorry to hear about your sister, rest in peace. I also have an awesome older sister who helped me through a lot. I sympathise very much. I'm sure she is proud of you. Smile, laugh, enjoy the small moments in life. That's what she would want. I'm also cheering for you too! Thank you so much for your words. I'm glad that I can help, if only for a moment. I am definitely considering saving for therapy, thanks for the suggestion. ❤️
Livvi
2025-03-26 08:10:01 +0000 UTCI wish to thank you for this. It helps when I'm stress or in grief or I'm scared. So thank you for this. As someone who has also gone though depression and now grief over my sister. I completely understand your loneliness and self-hatred. Still have that struggles but it can get better. It always can. I can probably vouch that you have helped quite alot of people with this ASMR including me. Wish I will always say thank you. I feel your loniness, depression and self hatered as I grew up with similar stuff and still struggle deeply. When my sister died, sometimes my thoughts were so overwhelming mainly because I struggled with anxiety and OCD. Which can basically make me think of worse outcomes for things. So your videos helped me calm down and get into a better mind space. It also gives me comfort and praise which I mentioned I lost my biggest cheerleader - my sister recently. So please have confidence in your art and yourself. I would also recommend therapy as I can't help with a single message but a therapist can and their wonderful if you find the one for you. I hope things get better soon for you and or that you keep going forward with a stride. I hope this helps.
Zachary Monts
2025-03-25 04:55:41 +0000 UTCI was once confused and talked to a psychiatrist for a while. Although I can't get rid of it completely now, I also have the life I want. I also listen to my sister when she is in a bad mood, which is a good way of self-adjustment. I hope you can make yourself feel better in this way!
南宫
2025-01-19 09:29:04 +0000 UTCI used to feel the same way you did and it made me start to lose sleep because being in a room with my thoughts was terrible it got to the point of having those really really bad thoughts but i managed to get through it on my own i knew it was a bad idea to not tell anyone but i did what you challenged your self to do i was able to get through it because i said nice stuff about myself it took a long time but i got better especially because i started to go out more i now have a new way of thinking about myself. the first step to thinking better about yourself is to say something nice or compliment yourself everyday. just know everybody here supports you even if you cant see us in person we will always stick by your side and help you through your tough times i will pray for you everyday
Ferdinand Peralta
2025-01-15 04:11:50 +0000 UTCLots of love to you miss tea bunny. You deserve more positivity especially from yourself
nextdoorneighbour
2025-01-12 23:01:11 +0000 UTCThank you for being here and sharing this with us, Tea Bunny. It couldn't have been easy and I am grateful you are willing to share your story in this little corner of the internet. 🫂 You're an amazing creator, but most of all, you're genuinely sweet and wonderful to interact with. Your passion for your work is inspiring to witness, and it shows in the work that you produce. Your audios are beautifully crafted with exquisite attention to detail. Whether it be a plot-heavy audio or a more calm and relaxing audio, you deliver them with such finesse! I greatly enjoy the original art piece that goes with each audio too! I'm grateful for all the hours of relaxation, entertainment, and joy you have delivered to us and I hope you receive them back manyfold! All I can provide in this situation are these words of comfort and affirmation but I hope they help in their own small way. Take care, Tea Bunny, and know that you are loved and have loving people who care for you. A day at a time, with your chin held up, yeah? Stay awesome and thank you for listening to the ramblings of this internet stranger! 😊
Aura
2025-01-09 07:43:39 +0000 UTCWell let me say one positive thing about you, the audios you create bring comfort to a lot of people, and at the end of the day, after work, school , ect some of us come home and listen to your voice to soothe us. Thank you for that. It means none of us are ever truly alone.
Jake
2025-01-09 02:18:49 +0000 UTCRemember that you are going to be great I believe in you hug's and kisses Billy
B knife
2025-01-09 01:46:12 +0000 UTC♥ ♥ ♥
Ripmav
2025-01-09 01:00:38 +0000 UTCYou can do it 😀💪
B knife
2025-01-09 00:53:05 +0000 UTCWell said, Tea Bunny. I’m happy that you’re doing new things and being more positive about yourself, and hopefully things will get even better for you down the road. My New Year’s Eve was rather chilled out, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. In fact, my resolution is simply to make the most of the year! Stay strong, Tea Bunny!
Sam Welsh
2025-01-08 23:44:27 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing this, I wouldn’t doubt that this wasn’t easy for you to do. You know what I wanna do this year; each night before I fall asleep, I want to congratulate/ pat myself on the back for accomplishing ONE thing that same day. Whether it was completing a difficult task that day, discovering a new recipe/restaurant, sticking to my diet plan to a sizeable degree, or completing my shift without telling someone to play buckshot roulette in real life without any blanks. Yes yes yes everyone is fighting their own battles we will not be able to understand everyone’s pain completely and I’m literally just a profile online so what’s my word worth right? But…the world is a cruel and harsh place, and if this platform could possibly help someone somewhere get out of a dark place well I do hope it helps them. Good luck everyone and yes that includes you Tea Bunny (you too person reading this)
Alex LeBlanc
2025-01-08 21:47:26 +0000 UTCYes. My Jack Russell really taught me about unconditional love and appreciating life one moment at a time <3
Doug K
2025-01-08 21:46:45 +0000 UTCi will be honest i have been feeling like this for as well for the past couple of years and i have always looked down on myself and never see my self worth cuz of my past, i never took medication for this but i know how you feel cuz i can relate to this on a very crazy level, i know looking down on yourself is something you shouldn't do i know this too (and this is gonna be oversharing but i'm ok with it) ever since my best friend k***ed himself i have been in a very dark place in my life (i always blamed myself for it since i wasn't there to help him), it still affects me to this day and ever since then i actually haven't said anythign good about myself but ever so often i try to say something nice about myself, i try my hardest to believe it but sometimes it just doesn't work, just some days the feeling of me being a burden to everyone around me is just so great that i can't see my worth but i always try to be there for all my friends that need me and i wanna be there for them as much as i can to prevent the past from happening again cuz i don't want to go thru that ever again and i don't anyone to go thru that because it's a horrible feeling, but all i can say if you wanna talk about it i do have a discord which you can always reach if you need it Tea tag being Headhunterz4Life and i am willing to talk a whole lot more there.
Headhunter4Life
2025-01-08 21:46:13 +0000 UTCThis file: "Guided Meditation for Strengthening Self Love and Taking Care of Yourself" also really helped me. I hope it benefits you too and maybe inspires you to create a file of your own... https://youtu.be/yJ3SzoZ4QUI?si=FLqOzEa_i2552-9R
Doug K
2025-01-08 21:43:46 +0000 UTCbesides the medication and being able to talk with family, this sounds a bit to similar to the way i live, but either way, hope things get better, best wishes.
doctor_iron
2025-01-08 19:31:34 +0000 UTCListening to your experiences about being your own worst enemy was like listening to myself. Definitely a horrible thing to deal with and I’m sorry you are going through it but super happy you are taking steps to make it better! Wishing you the best!
buzz
2025-01-08 19:29:45 +0000 UTCThis isn't advice, but what helped me stop being so critical of myself was getting a dog. Now my positive thing i got to start saying about myself was "you're doing well by him". I make sure I get to say that about myself every day now. It helps.
The Real Kal-El
2025-01-08 19:17:56 +0000 UTCI feel for you I'm an anxiety filled mess mixed with depression. Some days are hard but I push thru with the right people and the right drive in my life. Hopefully things are going better for you soon.
Ronald Green III
2025-01-08 18:44:20 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing and reaching out. I have learned that if you slow down a bit, ground yourself in your senses (instead of just your thoughts) and without any effort just appreciate the beauty of THIS moment no matter how small then everything just falls into clarity and into place. I am a big believer that physical and mental wellness come down to vitamin and mineral deficiencies. Doctors have zero training in that and google mostly ignores it. I have seen the biggest benefits for myself, friends and family with magnesium. There are a lot of forms of it but I believe the best form to be magnesium glycinate (aka magnesium bisglycinate). A hair dresser friend of mine suffered from ADHD and depression. After haven taken nearly every related medication, she eventually tried it and started getting better and better results. She alternated between minimal dosage of medication and none at all. I think she did that just to feel more secure... What inspired me the most after a major loss was listening to lectures and books by Neville Goddard. Some resonate more with me than others. There is a youtube channel called Wisdom Untold with an AI clone of his voice (the original recordings were very noisy/poor quality) if you feel like checking them out. His message is great for returning you to the center of your world as its creator rather than being swept around by the world. Let me be the first today to compliment you on your brave sincerity. You are not alone :)) On another lighter note, I love the spoon scene in The Matrix https://youtu.be/uAXtO5dMqEI?si=XuadnMhHrEoGKrsL
Doug K
2025-01-08 18:43:07 +0000 UTCYou are Awesome and I love the audios keep it up ❤️
Tyler
2025-01-08 18:31:01 +0000 UTC
