RIP to my crazy Mama!! Not a day goes by that I dont miss her presence. We had a very tumultuous relationship and I am sad to say, I wasn’t the nicest or most appreciative daughter.
It is hard to have regrets and she always told me I would have regrets one day. It is very hard to deal wih a parent that has mental issues and addictions to prescription medications.
It affected our whole happy family differently. My father always loved her and was an enabler. He would always defend her. Us kids, we became angry and hateful. Always teasing her and making fun of her - to hide our frustrations and anger.
But love has a way to squeeze in forgiveness. For all of us. Even in death and through painful regrets, there is a sense of deep love that always remains with us.
Our happy home may not have been perfect, but it was filled with love. A love that haunts us to this day.
Happy Mother’s Day!!
This photo was taken on my mother’s wedding day to my dad. My cousin gave me this dress of hers.
Brian
2020-12-22 16:24:05 +0000 UTCBrian
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