Updates, sort of good news, I think?

Hello, this is an update. First of all, I want to say that I'll start updating tomorrow, yeah I feel bad that I can't write. 

Now, let's start with the reasons why I can't write for a few days. You see, for those who read MNPOTS you probably know that my father is an OFW(welder). Welp, because of our poor situation, slightly related to the Covid where a job as construction workers with good pay are hard to find. My father decided that it's not enough to stay in our country, it's hard to find decent jobs these days. So to make the story short, my father is in Saudi Arabia again, for the fourth time. It's quite sad that he's sacrificing his happiness for us.

So we took him to the airport, we are there at 3:00 am, crying here and there. My father can't hold his tears so we broke down crying too. 

I know that my father is anxious because he promised that he will make us graduate no matter what, I said that I'm already happy finishing my high school and college is just another prison. My father didn't reach college so he wanted to fulfill our dreams instead.

After that, when we returned, I realized that I was having a hard time sleeping until I realized that caught a cold. I'm fucking sick for three days, together with anxiety that we can't contact my father for a day. Thankfully he contacted us on Facebook so everything is fine. 

Yeah, the reason I can't write these days is because I was sick and my father works in a foreign country. 

I'm gonna be honest here, one of the most reasons why I started writing is hoping that I can earn at least 200-400 dollars a month. Sounds small and petty but it's already big in our country. Dude, I'm working at a minimum wage(350 php/7$ per day). So earning that kind of money is already big for me, really really big.

Of course one of the reasons why I write is because it's fun, I love interacting with my readers in the comment section. I want to create something that I can proudly say my own. I want to leave a legacy before I die. That's why I want to finish MNPOTS because it's already finished in my head and I only need to write all of it... So, um, yeah.

Thank you, that's my TedTalk. 

By the way, I want to thank you guys, I'm actually happy that no one unsubscribed while I'm absent. 

Hope you'll understand. 

[For the TOFD, I'll give you some fiery scenes tomorrow. Marianne will definitely be fucked, and Yuna too, of course. 

As for the MNPOTS, I'm going to make Mikael the most brutal mc from now on. He will beat and kill people he don't like.]