Slice of Ruth - Dreary December Diary
Added 2021-12-17 21:28:44 +0000 UTCHello Dear Knights...
So this is the diary/voice entry that took me some time to build up to. You all know, or a good number of you know that it's been a tough year, for me yes, for all of us definitely. This is me leveling with yall on how I feel about everything... the world, my hiatus, my return, my life, my content, and all of you. Warning, I do cry. I know some of you don't like to hear me do so; this is a gentle warning that I do, as its very raw and still emotional for me when I reflect on this year.
Keep your eyes our for a more hopeful and cheery entry, as well as in the days left in the month content here xx
All my love, Ruthie
Comments
1) Everything will be fine. 2) You're not alone. It's normal to be going through a rough patch. In the past 6 months alone, multiple other ASMR creators have put out audios similar to yours. 3) It's ok to take a break. It's also ok to start up again later with small steps. 4) Setting goals is fine, but don't pile them so high that they make life miserable.
Lathe26
2021-12-21 21:22:27 +0000 UTCI'm sure this post was tough to make but I'm glad you did, and I'm glad that at least it sounds like you understand this feeling will pass. Sometimes the hardest part about being depressed is being unable to imagine things any differently. If it helps, just know that the daylight hours will start getting longer again soon, the hope of a new year is coming, and everybody on here knows you'll be at your best as a performer when you've done whatever you need to do to take care of yourself and get back to where you need to be.
2021-12-19 13:08:59 +0000 UTCYou have been helping me get through stuff in my life, so I don’t think I need an apology. I actually just want to say thank you for all the content you make, and everything you do. You are amazing!
Gage Child
2021-12-18 05:07:35 +0000 UTCGod, you're strong. So much shit weighing down on you but here you are still trying. It takes a badass amount of courage to be honest with yourself and confront your own weakness. It takes a badass amount of courage to cry. You're wading through a river of shit right now, so take as much time and as many tears as you need to feel like yourself again. That doesn't mean you're weak or a pussy or whatever the hell anyone says. Its the opposite. It means you're fucking strong Ruthie. It might not seem that way right now, but its obvious even to someone like me that's relatively new to you and your content: you are so, so much stronger than you give yourself credit for.
detaia
2021-12-18 04:37:47 +0000 UTC
