PM Episode 61 Part 2
Added 2025-06-17 21:16:10 +0000 UTCIs Kai's mom being delusional or is something seriously wrong.
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This was a lot longer than I thought it would be
Becshlec
2025-07-03 22:19:12 +0000 UTCGotta get my thoughts down here real quick because I just binged the whole thing and am not at the point of waiting for episodes to release. Anyway—I’ve been DYING to know more about Aki and his past, and especially what will happen if/when Kai finds out Aki really was that kid from his trauma. If Aki is (which he totally is, no way he’s not) then I’m wondering if Kai’s PTSD will get the best of him and he’ll blow up at Aki again, or if he has too much of a connection now to Aki that he realizes they’re different people than they were back then and they were just kids?? Idk there’s so much going through my brain right now thinking about what might happen and it’s KILLING MEEEE😭😭😭I can’t even get my thoughts down all properly like because I’m so obsessed and just have so many thoughts running around up in my brain. Anyway, at one point I also wondered if Seiji was in all the shady business as well. I’ve also thought about who the Second-in-command is (don’t remember the other name for it) because as far as I remember we haven’t been told yet but Aki clearly knows who it is. For a second I was honestly thinking Seiji but it’s probably that blue haired dude who’s obsessed with Aki or smthn. Which makes me think about how Kai’s hatred towards this “guy who looks like Aki” is a big deal and figuring out the truth could mean a lot of different things. Psychology is fascinating, the human mind is truly incredible with what it can do, I myself have memories blocked from my childhood because my mind is trying to protect me from past traumas. It’s not abnormal for Aki to not remember much, especially being raised in a place like that and being so apathetic towards other people and their emotions. Kids minds are very easily molded when they’re still young, so Aki being raised in that kind of environment would obviously make him not the most stable child, even making him hurt people or abuse them because that’s what he thinks is normal. Now Kai was raised by his loving mom who got into some trouble, he wasn’t entirely raised here, he was brought there. And used. And abused. Horrible horrible stuff. But since he had a different fundamental foundation from Aki, he approached things differently as a kid and learned things differently. And now Kai is the one who gets easily triggered and lashes out dangerously. The writing in this story is amazing, the way you can see how different characters act in different ways because that’s natural based on someone’s environment. I mean, Aki recognized the smell of that drug, he knew the aftertaste was bad, he had been subjected to that and it was normal. Which begs the question—does Kai already have suspicions on who Aki is? Barely has memories from his childhood, only saw base-level emotions therefore didn’t really understand them, and recognized that drug the one bar girl was carrying. And then Kai goes on to basically say that he wouldn’t put it past them to subject a child to that, which must mean Aki has grown up in that environment and Kai is suspecting that because of X, Y, and Z. Idk if that made sense, my thoughts are everywhere, omg. ALSO, what is up with that random girl with the really long hair??? One theory I thought of is maybe she’s Aki’s real sister?? That would be interesting, they very slightly look alike, but I’m probably reading into it because neither of them seemed to recognize each other in that kind of way. And what does she know about blue haired dude watching Aki?? I’m so curious, I have so many questions, I must know more!!!!! Also… I just love Kai and Aki together, I don’t want their relationship to get messed up by some dumb conflict but it probably will because that’s just how stories work😭and and and—I need to take a walk, I’ll probably be back with more thoughts
Becshlec
2025-07-03 22:18:34 +0000 UTCOmg ugh !!!! I cought up in this story in 2 days. Am k addicted yes but I need to know what happens. I love the story is my point
Katie rico
2025-06-26 17:27:18 +0000 UTC
