Where I've been
Added 2020-11-28 21:19:20 +0000 UTCI know I haven't posted in about 6 weeks & wanted to let you all know why.
On 10-17, I went to the Emergency Room, as I had a fever of more than 100.4. With Chemo, if you have a fever in that range, you're supposed to go to the ER.
When I got there, I tested positive for Covid. I was put in a room & was there a week or so. Then, we get to what I don't remember. I recall telling my mom that "A week from today is election day." After that, I vaguely remember someone asking who could make decisions for me. I know I clearly told them my mom.
After that, I found myself in this nightmarish hellscape. I wasn't even sure who I was. And when I opened my eyes, there were the faces right above me, screaming at me. I had a tube down my throat & felt like I was dying. After 3 days, there was finally one nurse that got through to me. She kept saying, "Breath IN through your nose, breath OUT through your mouth." When that finally got through to me & when I tried it, I realized I wasn't going to die from this thing down my throat. It was still several days of the most horrific hallucinations you can imagine. It is beyond my understanding why anyone would ever VOLUNTARILY take such a thing.
Also, when I did open my eyes and see the ICU room, halls, etc., they looked hyper-real to me, like a CGI film. Even when I was awake, I didn't believe this was reality. Finally, my wife, mom, & daughter contacted me on an iPad. That's when I finally believed that was real.
Since then, they've removed the tube and transferred me to a rehab facility. I've lost 35 lbs and my weakness is mostly in my legs. My arms, of course, have had over 50 years of artistic workout, so they're good.
Comments
Thank you for the update, I've been concerned. That is a shocking account, I'm glad that you survived it and are getting treatment.
R Masters
2020-12-02 03:57:33 +0000 UTCHang in there. It's scary, I know, having spent a bunch of time in hospitals myself, but you should know that I -- and a lot of other people are thinking of you and hoping for the best.
Ellie Dauber
2020-12-01 17:37:40 +0000 UTCWhat a harrowing series of events, I can't even imagine how terrifying it had to be. I'm glad to hear you're recovering, your inner strength is a marvel, we're rooting for you!
GuyBcaps
2020-11-29 05:19:15 +0000 UTCScary stuff - You're not alone in your experiences - I've heard similar stories from friends of our family. I hope you've pulled through, and continue to improve daily!
2020-11-29 04:00:19 +0000 UTCOh, goodness! I'm so sorry. Do you have a KoFi or something to donate to, if that would be helpful?
2020-11-29 01:49:10 +0000 UTCMy heartfelt well wishes Tebra, I wish you a good recovery. I'm so relieved to hear you are okay, take all the time you need.
Litar
2020-11-29 01:30:46 +0000 UTCThis is horrifying and I'm deeply sorry you went through it. I'm truly happy you've pulled through, though, and I look forward to seeing new and wonderful art from you. Take all the time you need.
Zac Crockett
2020-11-29 00:37:06 +0000 UTCOh my gosh, you poor thing...I'm so sorry you had to go through all that! Thank you for the update--it's always good to hear from you--but don't worry about us, your first priority is getting well. Though I'm glad to hear you're on the mend, and that all those years building up artwork muscles paid off! :D
Jenny North
2020-11-28 23:45:13 +0000 UTCOh dear, that sounds absolutely terrible. I hope you’re taking it easy Tebra.
Reynna Romero
2020-11-28 23:20:40 +0000 UTCStay strong!
Mr. Blight
2020-11-28 22:40:36 +0000 UTCnice to hear from you hun. sorry to hear it's been so tough
BB
2020-11-28 22:22:30 +0000 UTCJeez. Sorry for your troubles, man. Glad you're alive.
Zeuvembie
2020-11-28 21:28:47 +0000 UTCOh god :( that's terrible. And to think some underestimate Covid. I'm not the praying type but I'm keeping you in my thoughts and, especially now, my subs. I can only wish you a hearty recovery and hope you aren't too impacted by this all. You certainly don't owe us an explanation; none of this is your fault.
Robert Louis Stoll
2020-11-28 21:25:20 +0000 UTC
