Little VIDEO process update! $2!

Today I want to make an unusual and surprising update.

After finishing the new page I started working on the two new tarot cards commissioned by Generic Phoenix ( the first ones are in the commissions album: https://pleasurebonbon-next.com/rewards/pbb-next/pinups/custom-sketches/ ), which as you know are first developed digitally and then the design is transferred and traced by hand and colored with markers. It's a long and unique process, where no mistakes or second thoughts are allowed, once started!

Using only my mobile phone, it occurred to me to take some shots of the process, mounted with an app (directly from a mobile phone) which I then sent to Gianluca to fix the definition and make an update!

I'm not a filmmaker so I thought I'd skip the creative and technical process of a cool and professional edit because it would block and slow me down. If I had thought "I have to do a cool and professional edit!" I wouldn't have even started filming...

Because I look at the substance, and I want to spend that time finishing that job and immediately starting another one, where I have to be concentrated and not stressed by having to worry about editing, that I have to learn...

So here you will only hear ambient noise and music ( I've been listening to Japanese music, expecially from the 80s for a few years )and there are interruptions and breaks, very home-made! XD

What you will see is really very crafty, especially the final part, so please don't be too harsh on your judgement.

I see many very professional reels on IG but I also know that behind those few seconds, extrapolated from a long process, there are hours by assembly. Again, if I got to thinking about that, I wouldn't, too much performance anxiety, which is my problem. I've always told you that I suffer from performance anxiety. This happens when you are confronted with the whole world and with very high levels of performances that are at the top of the feeds, with thousand of likes. But I believe they just the tip of the iceberg, underneath there are millions of "normal" people like me who just want to draw and can't be competitive on social media, for many reasons...And competitiveness can be demeaning and a block for people like me.

But you have found me, you have discovered my style and my works even though I am not publicized and not very active on social networks, and I am so glad of it! :D

I hope you will appreciate this video even if it is not professional and...unfortunately, I didn' don't think about doing it horizontally. Sorry! :(

I did it vertically, automatically,because in my head I have the format of the reels and stories, which is vertical! I did not think about the final result on the site :/

So my first question for you is: "Do you prefer the next videos horizontally?"

The second question, that should have been the first... : "...and, would you like to see more of this WIP's videos? Even with ambient noise and such imprecise editing? XD".

Finally, thanks to Generic Phoenix that I'm "using" without him knowing to do this experiment! XD He did n't see any preview of his first drawing , he did n't know I would film it ( me neither! ) And he's seeing it now for the first time: SURPRISE! XD

LINK! https://pleasurebonbon-next.com/rewards/

Finally, if you also want a commission like this, after the second design ( which I'm starting now ) I'll gladly do it for you!

I will update you for every detail!

I'm looking forward of our comment :)

V.