July update post 2.0

 Hey everyone!
Here's the promised second update post, sorry it took me a bit but alot has happened this week, I'm sure most of you already know since you're following discord/twitter where some updates have been posted during the week.

So after I was thinking my health was finally starting to improve again, things took a whole 180 and dropkicked me back into the hospital with an urgent emergency and I had to stay there for most of the week, just got released on friday afternoon. I have another doctor's appointment on monday though and will most likely have to seek out a hospital that's a bit further away but more specialized on the issue I'm dealing with, since the hospital I've been to is rather small. So I was pretty much away for the whole week thanks to that, it's still not easy for me to stomach that the doctor told me I could've possibly died and was just lucky I'm still here plus my friends reacted quickly with calling an ambulance... Still feels super surreal to me. Turns out in the end I have an issue with my heart/circulation, which makes sense since it explains alot of things I've been dealing with ever since I was a teenager and thought were normal, turns out they aren't.  But yeah I'm dealing with alot atm. considering that the last load of problems hasn't even passed yet so my apologies that I'm super slow atm, it's no understatement when I say that this has been the worst week of my life so far.

I've been feeling a bit better now though! Still dealing with alot but definitely feeling better than I did a few days ago and absolutely glad I'm still here despite everything kinda being a mess right now. Doing my best to stay optimistic and take care of everything step-by-step so things will get better again. Oh also thanks again to all the people who sent their well wishes my way!! they're much appreciated!!♥ Love you guys!!

I was already talking about it underneath the Isabelle picture, but I've decided to cancel the voting for this month too as I don't really see myself able to 100% guarantee the kind of quality I'd like to deliver with the voting pictures and also don't want to put the pressure on me of having to finish the voted picture with a certain standart of quality when I currently can't estimate at all how my overall health situation during the month will go. Instead, I decided to host a special WIP-voting-poll with abandoned progress pieces that are pretty much almost done but I still scrapped them, pretty much like the Corrin lingerie piece I posted earlier this month! Alot of people loved it so I figured that might be a great idea! :D I have plenty more less finished WIP pieces too, but I picked the abandoned projects that are pretty much done for now, I hope you're okay with the selection!
Finishing any of these shouldn't be too much work and thus be do-able without too much stress so I can make more art for you guys ♥

I also decided to do the reward sketches for this month but will most likely keep them simple so no extra shading this time, also no plus rewards, my apologies for that. Will keep them in a style like this for this month : https://sta.sh/021gxnh0bydv . Deadline for the sketch submissions if you want to submit them is the 20th of this month! Sorry things are a little different for this month TtuTT Also thanks to all of you who read my request to no not submit their sketch ideas before I gave my okay, I truly appreciate that you've taken your time to read my update post 🙏💖

I also have some more personal spare time artworks to share which might not be to everyone's liking but at least it's something to post plus I also had the chance to work on some self-care art on my Ipad during my hospital stay when I wasn't feeling dead af , mostly doodles or unfinished stuff, but I hope you'll like it regardless!
 

otherwise alot of art related things for this month will be dependant on the overall development of my health, I'll try my very best as usual but I can't really make any promises atm. Due to the uncertainty of ther overall situation, I hope you guys understand. Depending on how my health will progress I will also try to take some quick same day commissions, haven't decided on the type of that yet but I need to cover the hospital costs, which  thankfully aren't a ton because I'm not living in the US but still it's unexpected expenses for this month so if you're interested in that and I end up feeling well enough to do them, keep your eyes open in discord c:

I sincerely hope things will go back to relatively normal soon, I'm really not comfortable with how things have been recently either and I'm ever so grateful for your patience and support, it truly means the world to me and I honestly can't thank you guys enough ♥ I'm terribly sorry to disappoint you guys with the lack of content but I have to take care of my health.

Thank you guys so much for your support and I hope you'll have a wonderful sunday!   💖  💖