mikomihokina

Life update: Long and important letter to you

Added 2018-10-12 22:38:59 +0000 UTC

Hey everyone! This message might be a bit long but I just want to keep in touch with you all, it's been a bit rough for me since April and I'm having difficulties hanging out here. As I mentioned a lot since April, Im... "Moving in soon". Surely I never expected the renovations to take more than 2 months and my situation isn't so great BUT! I'm actually moving in soon for real. Renovations are coming to an end and by the end of next week, finitions should be done. Which means I'm going to have a really short time span to work on November sets, they might be, or not, a bit late. In the meantime, a lot of things happened. I didn't talk much about it and I really wanted to mention it now. I'll try to do it in the right order. Since July, Patreon fucked up a lot and it's never really ending; I've seen our family here growing smaller everyday since then. It really put stress on me due to having my income cut in nearly half ober 3 months, but even it not being so much about money, I'm stressed by the instability it creates in my life. Especially in times where I need funds to renovate my mom's house. Then end of August came and I was in a huge burnout, I didn't talk about it either because I didn't want to be whining around. I nearly didn't work for whole September, played League, slept almost all day sometimes. It wasn't great. September was tough, but not on a work aspect. I had to run after a lot of people and ensure that stagnation state that's over me since months. The more it goes, the less patient I am, and I'm not enduring this situation very well; I'm living in a constant mess, no furnitures but a crowded desk to work on, boxes and plastic bags containing my belongings everywhere, I never know where is what. I also go scammed by some of the workers during the renovations. Extra hours billed, some sloppy work, an entry door that's not in the right direction, billed 4 times its value... Not a great thing to keep on going. Now we're in October and I'm taking some advance on the shoots to be able to take some holidays. I didn't take holidays since May 2017. Since I started all this adventure with you guys. And as much as I'm grateful, everyday, to be able to live form cosplay and Ero cosplay, I'm also very tired by the work cadence that's upon me due to the monthly aspect of Patreon. I decided to reduce and change some of my rewards as well. I want to make previous sets more accessible, and be able to improve the quality of my HD sets. I'll do a detailed post about it; as you might have noticed, there is a real lot of content every month, but I cannot keep up with that amount of work. I want to give you guys the best of me, and I believe I need to give some time into revamping the tiers a bit to improve them AND make my life easier and light. For now, I'll be shooting a maximum during the 15-20th at a villa with YuzuPyon and Virtual Geisha, as they're my closest friends and coworkers, I'm sure we'll have fun and do great shoots! I'll try to move in right after and it might take a few days to sort up my things, build furnitures, settle in for real after all this waiting time. So I might send rewards a tiny bit later in November. Thank you everyone for being here everyday for me, you all matter a lot to me, whether you're here just to support or just to get the sets; I know that in the end, you all care about me and that comfort me as much as it makes me happy. Thank you so much ~ Miko ❤️