renzukiharai

Another Update

Added 2022-11-11 19:42:53 +0000 UTC

Hello.
I just realized it's been a little while since my last status update, so I would like to use the occasion to make another one, and let you know how things are going.

First off, yes I'm still going to return. This will not change. I know it might not look like it sometimes, and I'm sorry. Before I was a creator, I was just a supporter/lover of multiple artists just like you (I assume), so I know what it's like to enjoy someone's work and wanting more of it, but feeling like you're getting blueballed because for some reason the artist isn't putting more out.
Above all, I'm really happy and thankful you're enjoying my work at all. The irony is you might even be a bigger enjoyer of my work than I am, because I usually hate my stuff.
Which also ties into the reason why I'm taking so long to return : I keep looking at my work and end up dissatisfied with it (most of my previous work I usually can barely look at), always finding stuff that I could improve. Could be small things people won't even notice, but I do, and I just can't help but wanting to act upon it. But the technicalities always require days (or weeks) of research (I'm still self taught on the matter) and then lots of trial and error.
That's what I've been doing these past months, ontop of my daytime work which is another whole can of worms I won't get into (because this isn't the place).

I don't know where you stand currently. Maybe you're still patiently waiting for me to come back and you're still subscribed. If so, I'm really grateful for it, and I promise I will make it worth your wait. Perhaps you've also given up long ago on me and you aren't even reading this right now. Which is also fine, if I was in your place maybe I would have given up as well. After all, there are still a lot of very good artists out there who put out content all the time. I have huge respect for them, and I believe they probably deserve the support, and more.

I still won't charge anybody while I'm not back. If by mistake you were charged (or if you subscribed for the first time and got charged), be sure to contact me so I can refund you. I'm really sorry for the trouble.