A new beginning
Added 2021-04-14 16:33:17 +0000 UTCI've been quiet for a long time and it's time for an explanation don't you think. First of all, thank you so much to everyone who stayed. Such a wonderful message to me that keeps me going. So my honest love towards all of you.
Since you all know my Instagram was removed right at the same time corona leaped around the corner. I fell into a gap and suddenly I lost my desire for what I was doing. This left me depressed and made it difficult to even come out of bed. It sounds strange because I just followed a simple rule! The Stay Happy Stay Nude rule. I tried several ways to get my passion back but I could not find the drive. So I took a step back and rethink what my next steps would be.
The be honest I'm still stuck at this part but at least I had time to find myself again. The feeling that I found myself again is actually there yet I just need a great spring/summer to catch some vitamin D on my body. And my biggest wish for now is that the borders open quickly so I can make my way to France again.
So I pressed the restart button on myself and I'm going to start over. I would love to flower again like I always did. This situation that has been created is not good for me and all of us. Stella needs to be alive again.
A new beginning
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Ik snap je helemaal hoor! Als je passies wegvallen kan het soms lastig zijn daar doorheen te kijken. Ik heb de eerste zonnestralen ook weer gepakt die ene lekkere dag eind maart bij de recreatieplas... Nu echt wachten tot er meer mooi weer aan komt, en mijn andere grootste passie live muziek bezoeken over twee weken weer kan met de test events. Zo aan toe! Hoop dat jij ook snel weer je doelen vind om weer vol met positieve energie te komen!
Bart Huisman
2021-04-15 21:28:19 +0000 UTCStella, it's good that you found the strength to come back! Everything will definitely get better - you just need to believe in yourself and try to find positive moments even where they, at first glance, can not be. The sun, the warmth, the awakening nature - so many opportunities for a good mood! And for naturism... 🌻
Anton
2021-04-15 21:07:57 +0000 UTChttps://www.magnoliasnatura.com/nl/ magnolias natura, schijnt een hele goede naturisten resort te zijn, en er is een heel groot naaktstrand in de buurt 😊🌞 dus je kan heerlijk in je blootje recreëren
Patrick Belien
2021-04-15 19:00:02 +0000 UTCVoor de eerste keer op een bloot vakantie! Spannend en leuk tegelijk. Heb je toevallig al gekeken naar een resort? Ben wel benieuwd. Natuurlijk gaan we hopen dat het door gaat. StayHappyStayNude
anakedgirl
2021-04-15 18:53:12 +0000 UTCHey Stella! Two beautiful photos. Life has been difficult this last year with the COVID making it so hard to go out and do the things we love, but I know you will persevere and pull through and shine brightly and flower. You have such a good outlook on life and so strong. When the restrictions are relaxed after we beat COVID you will quickly rebound. Whether you know it or not you have been a light in my life these last 10 months during these COVID times.
Steve Farr
2021-04-15 10:57:19 +0000 UTCIt’s hard to keep someone with a positive and upbeat outlook on life, such as you Stella, down over the long haul. Our occasional Snap chats have been nice over this winter. They helped, especially when iI had the infamous heating problem, lol.
Michael Prevost
2021-04-15 09:39:20 +0000 UTCWelcome back!
Scott Mitchell
2021-04-15 00:15:51 +0000 UTCIt's good to know that you're still okay! I'm sorry that you've been going through this. It's been a very difficult time for everyone, so you're not alone with these feelings. But I know that if there's anyone that can comeback from this, it's you! Good luck and know that you have all of our support!
Jake F
2021-04-14 20:53:58 +0000 UTCGood to hear 😃
Elias
2021-04-14 19:21:52 +0000 UTCYes, this is made a couple of weeks ago. One of the few days it was actually bearable outside!
anakedgirl
2021-04-14 17:21:40 +0000 UTCHet is inderdaad heel moeilijk voor jou; ik hoop dat je weer snel op vakantie naar Frankrijk kan gaan en genieten van een fijne bloot vakantie en weer positief in het leven kan staan. Ik zelf ben ook van plan om voor het eerst een bloot vakantie te gaan doen dit jaar, in Gran Canaria; hopelijk hebben we dan het ergste gehad; heel veel sterkte gewenst Stella; stay happy, stay nude!
Patrick Belien
2021-04-14 17:14:37 +0000 UTCIt is so good to hear you are with us and well! Are these recent photos? It's wonderful to see your cheerfulness.
Daniel Ratzlaff
2021-04-14 17:10:38 +0000 UTCOh, I know exactly what you're talking about! Starting over, rethinking the experience, and making things much better is a great way to rekindle a new spark. We, right now, are also at the stage of rebirth and understand how difficult it is. However, this is unavoidable for those who genuinely love their work, and it is, in its own way, beautiful. This is the evolution of our views. This is a further development and improvement of ideas. I am sorry that you are going through this so painfully, but I am sure that you will cope and everything that you do will shine with new colors!
VitAnyaNaked
2021-04-14 17:09:37 +0000 UTCThis situation has been depressing for so many of us. You are not alone. We've been purposely isolated and kept from doing the things we love. No matter how hard you try, it can't help but get to you a bit. As the weather gets better and your press on, you'll get back to your normal self so full of life and bubbly. We are all here to support and encourage you.
Bare Beach Bum
2021-04-14 16:38:01 +0000 UTC
