Recent Absence
Added 2020-12-17 17:45:55 +0000 UTCHi Nudies,
I wanted to make a new post on the current situation. As you've noticed I haven't posted in a while. Since my Instagram page has been removed I lost a part of a naked girl. The winter, Corona, lockdown, and my motivation had a big impact on my lifestyle. All of a sudden I could not move forward anymore. It became hard to come out of bed and do regular tasks. I feel my cup is always half empty instead of half full. All my attempts to stay motivated plodded away. No traveling, No wintersports, No fireworks this year because of corona ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGJseovT8ug&t=303s), No parties, No normal Christmas pffffff and so very few moments to be nude. Other than that I'm healthy and my family is as well.
It's hard for me to find any enjoyment and I feel guilty because I have so many people trying to help me. Also, a lot of awesome people here on Patreon are eagerly waiting for some formidable posts.
I've tried to write this message multiple times and on different days. But it felt like I could never explain it in the right way. I know I need to make a new start, after losing my Instagram page.
At least some good news is that I will be going to stream more often. Also before the end of the year, I'll do another cooking show. I hope to be online tomorrow or Saturday.
Sorry for all the inconvenience, things are just not going like I want them to go. But it makes me warm to see so many people still here. Please let me know how you are doing and how you survive this mess.
Comments
😊 Our calendar actually began in 753 BCE by Romulus, so it'll actually be the 2774th year next year (2021 + 753); “December” name has never changed. Thanks for asking; I like to share history since it hasn't been taught very well in school for way too long.
Marcus
2020-12-28 19:53:11 +0000 UTCHey Marcus, you are right that helps a lot. Awesome holiday wishing to you as well! But I'm still stuck on the 2774th new year please explain you made me curious.
anakedgirl
2020-12-23 12:55:51 +0000 UTCThank you for the genuine, honest update. You said you have a good family who supports you, so hang onto that; family is the #1 thing that'll get you through the worst things life can throw at you. Merry Christmas and Happy 2774th New Year.
Marcus
2020-12-22 02:01:12 +0000 UTCStella, auuuuuu, where are you??? 🤨 Look, how many people from all over the world wish you all the best with all their hearts and sincerely worry about you! Smile immediately and say that you are doing well! 👱♀️ 😊
Anton
2020-12-21 20:32:26 +0000 UTCHyvää Joulua Stella. 💖🎄
Michael Prevost
2020-12-21 17:31:01 +0000 UTCYou are right Michael. Everyone is in a rough state. Everything is different this year for me it's hard to adapt from freedom to being stuck in the house and banned from almost everything for being myself. Happy Holidays and don't eat too many Karjalanpiirakka
anakedgirl
2020-12-21 17:06:40 +0000 UTCHi Brendan! At least it's the 21st you're released! I know about alternatives for Instagram but I don't want to start again from the bottom. I followed the Instagram rules yet they still wanted to get rid of me. If I start on a B platform it would not reach what I would like to reach. Anyway happy holidays to you as well! love Stella
anakedgirl
2020-12-21 16:59:11 +0000 UTCHi Stella. November is always a dark and sad month, and of course it does not get better when we do not know what the near future will bring. On Fb, it was just sun and great for a long time, until someone started telling about everyday chores and that everything is not just "joy and joy". In 2 days we have up here "sun turn", the days are now getting longer with each passing day, it gets brighter and warmer, everything gets easier. You have a job of your choice, which you enjoy, of course you do. I am also in such a situation, the similarity for us is that we both have to make sure that our customers are satisfied. This means that we must be present, often outside normal working hours, which is exactly what I choose for myself, but I do it and in the war for customers it pays off. I have not followed your number of followers, but you must also perform, so you should also be able to enjoy having faithful followers. I feel with you. You are young and ambitious, try to think positively, of something nice, remember you are irreplaceable. There is only one like you. Not that I want to put a burden on your young shoulders, but you have built something, do not let it crumble now. We'll be through soon, the vaccine is here. Now we are going to celebrate Christmas and have a New Year's celebration. Do you go home to your parents or do they come to you and any siblings? Wishing you and yours a wonderful Christmas. And happy New Year.
O H
2020-12-20 13:17:37 +0000 UTCThat YouTube link was fantastic!! I subscribed to the channel.. really loved the how to survive Dutch bikers video!! That was funny🤣🤣🤣
Steve Farr
2020-12-19 20:26:44 +0000 UTCGaming has been keeping me sane, been playing Minecraft with friends online and other things. And spending what time I can with my girlfriend and other family members. I think maybe finding things to do with others online is a good goal!
Nick Marquardt
2020-12-19 17:21:37 +0000 UTCI hope this feeling is only temporary and that you're not depressed (of overspanned). I don't understand Instagram enough. You lost your account or you lost photos? Sterkte!
Amerikaner
2020-12-18 20:19:26 +0000 UTCHugs...I hope feel better soon...Much love to you!
Hk471
2020-12-18 18:55:08 +0000 UTCHi Stella, I’m sorry you are so down. Just know that your nudie fans love you and will be here for you. You are beautiful inside and out!
James Abbott
2020-12-18 16:16:24 +0000 UTCThis is a tough time for all of us right now. Many countries are taking unprecedented and unproven actions that are isolating and depressing many people. Our lives are severely disrupted especially nudists that are extremely social by nature. We love to live and meet outdoors and experience our freedom with each other. We travel together to exotic places to recreate the way God intended us. Take that away and lose our grounding, freedom, and sociability, and you are left with lonely and depressed people. Sorry to be a downer but that's the way many of us are feeling. I try to stay positive but I only went to my club twice this year, went on a couple of hikes, and only did two shoots. Our social group canceled bowling, card night, and wine tasting. We have no idea when it will resume but we are fighting for our rights and freedoms. I've found some new people that are interested in naturism and breaking free from this dystopian future. As long as we stay positive and keep fighting, we will win and be happy again. I'm going to start writing and shooting more even of myself to really push our lifestyle. Now more than ever people need it.
Bare Beach Bum
2020-12-18 03:15:41 +0000 UTCThanks for sharing with us how you are feeling. We care about you! This too shall pass, the sun will come out, and we'll be frolicking naked outside again before you know it.
Lloyd Sparks
2020-12-18 00:26:22 +0000 UTC❤️❤️❤️
Greg Munn
2020-12-17 23:08:53 +0000 UTCStarted getting worried about you last week. So happy to know you are still there. Nobody has come out of 2020 as planned, so we should all look forward and think about the good things. Waterslide next August?
Geoffrey Pollard
2020-12-17 22:14:13 +0000 UTCSorry to hear but don't let it get you down... we can get through this ❤ 🙏🤗!!!! look at Twitter it doesn't censor
natureman
2020-12-17 20:46:28 +0000 UTC♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Jantjooh
2020-12-17 20:20:36 +0000 UTCI feel your pain Stella - things will surely brighten with the new year. More adventures await!
Scott Mitchell
2020-12-17 20:19:32 +0000 UTCHey Stella, soon things will begin to return to normal. The vaccine will help with this. You are strong and resilient. Fight back against these down feelings. Think about the new experiences awaiting you in the near future. Meanwhile during this coronavirus mess we can use the time that we used to use for normal activities and use to learn new skills and relearn old ones like me with my drawing. You should know that getting to know you has helped me through this. Then when this is over we can all go out and do the things we love and maybe even have a greater love and appreciation for them. Until then know that we are all in this together and that we love you Stella and are here for you.
Steve Farr
2020-12-17 18:56:45 +0000 UTCStella, do not be upset - everything will be fine and soon everything will work out, you'll see! The New Year is coming soon - there will be many good deeds and events, new spring and summer, new friends and travel! Stella, a lot of people support you, love and wish you all the best - do not be discouraged and do not hang your nose! Try even in sad events to find something useful and positive for yourself! As they say, "what God does not do - everything is for the best!" And keep in mind - we all look at you and take an example from you: if you are sad, we will be sad too... 😉
Anton
2020-12-17 18:15:49 +0000 UTCHang in there Stella, we love you!!
Daniel Ratzlaff
2020-12-17 18:15:20 +0000 UTCI think all of us have gone through these bouts of feeling down. No family gatherings this Christmas, just the 2 of us in a small flat. No Christmas sing-alongs. Endless gray cloudy days. And losing your Instagram really was unfair. It was where most of us first encountered you. I do want to tell you that seeing your smile from time to time in Snaps really helps in these dark, dismal times. I hope that hearing some good feedback helps you as well. 💖
Michael Prevost
2020-12-17 18:12:17 +0000 UTCKeep your head up Stella! I’m going through a bit of a funk too. I’m quarantined until Monday the 21st. I’ve been working on my own creative endeavors but I feel you about not having the motivation to create content, I’ve been trying to get my project off the ground for a while now too. Your cooking shows have been great to watch while I’m stuck at home. Have you looked into an alternative to Instagram? Merry Christmas to all who celebrate and happy holidays!
Brendan Bonner
2020-12-17 18:03:38 +0000 UTCHeel veel sterkte gewenst met alles Stella; laten we hopen dat 2021 een beter jaar voor ons allen wordt 😔
Patrick Belien
2020-12-17 18:02:12 +0000 UTCYou lost your Instagram, and we never had one. Life without Instagram isn't so bad, I'll tell you! Hold on and everything will work out.
VitAnyaNaked
2020-12-17 17:55:04 +0000 UTC
