dizzy

Where Are We Going?

Added 2022-12-29 19:50:35 +0000 UTC

Just taking the pet out for a walk.

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I apologize for the lack of communication. I'm not going to sugar-coat it, despite the holiday spirit: I'm in a pretty bad depressive funk right now. Nothing seems to matter, nothing seems to make sense, nothing is fun or interesting to do. I know I'll get out of it -- I've been here before -- but it's always hard on those who care for me or who depend on me when I get mired in this wretched apathy.

Anyway, enough of that crap. I have still been working (although a lot of it I have been throwing out for being stupid or lame or just fucking boring). All the stuff I mentioned in the last post is still ongoing (and some more random stuff, too).

So I just wanted to let you all know I'm still here, I'm still working, and I'm sorry that I haven't updated you on anything. I'm going to try to get a progress post out by this weekend.

Also I paused the pledges for next month. Nobody will be charged. There were some very supportive posts on Discord and I appreciate the argument that supporters should be able to choose whether they pay for the month or not, but I need to do this for me. I know I'd only feel more rotten if I took any money for what is zero tangible progress. Please use whatever you would have paid to do something for yourself. Buy a new toothbrush or a nice pair of socks or some tacos or some beers for you and a friend. You have all been great and I think of you all as friends. So please do something for you. :)

Thank you for your support and kind words and friendship. I appreciate you.