A bad dream

I hate this place too much, I'm fighting these two girls in front of me, and more and more people stop to look at us, this is just one of the reasons why I hate this place, but at least I don't need to wear diapers here.

"I'm happy to know that I can win in a 2 vs 1 that easy" Is what Samantha thinks as she subdues these two girls in the corner of one of the school corridors, some students stand aside while her A teacher's voice gets closer to the center of the uproar, and she seems to be very angry.

I still remember how things used to be at home, Mom always scold me for everything that happened and never let me explain my part of the story, at some point I stopped trying and started to ignore her.
Every time Mom met Dad I would always put the headphones on and turn up the volume on the music. I love boxing as much as Dad, I remember how we practiced in the afternoons before Mom kicked it out of the house. Mom was very happy that the beer cans disappeared from the floor of the house.

It seemed that everything would work out but she a few months later she started fighting with her mother for almost anything. A fleeting image of her father living among her garbage makes her wake up, Samantha can feel the heat and moisture between her legs, she is back in this world of diapers and has had an accident.
Now that I remember, when she woke up one morning she was already in this strange world, is it some kind of dream? Which of the two worlds is a dream?

The door to her room opens, Samantha watches her mother's shadow enter. Samantha goes into guardi almost instinctively, flexing her legs and snuggling to the side of her crib as the silhouette of her mother draws closer to her. The hand of the shadow extends towards her and Samantha closes her eyes, she expected that they would shake her hair like back then, but instead she felt like they were gently caressing her, Samantha sees her mother's look of affection and concern, it is true, the mother of this world is different.

In this world, her mother is a successful executive and her father is a loving homemaker.

Samantha tells some details of her nightmare while her mother changes her diapers, her mother offers to give her a hug to reassure her. She is embarrassed and turns her back on him, her mother feels a bit rejected, but seeing her daughter's shaking shoulders, she decides to hug her anyway.

I don't really know if I'm deserted or if I'm dreaming, but I would love for this to last forever.


*****

In a mental hospital there are a couple of girls staying up late at night, one of them has been woken up by the scandal of the other who does not stop murmuring numbers, she sees that on the floor and the walls there are a lot of mathematical formulas and calendar dates. A little scared she tries to ignore the matter and go back to sleep, the other girl meanwhile does not stop wondering how to find more like her