Origins part 3: Yuriana the exhibisionist

Previous part: https://www.patreon.com/posts/origins-part-2-54889363


Guard: Stop causing problems for yourself... Don't start doing "weird things" again... 

Yuriana: I... I won't...

Yuriana: (Two weeks have passed... I still can't believe that happened... I should have try to defend myself or ask for help but... I let them do whatever they wanted with me after I got naked in front of everyone... what is wrong with me...?! I... I just wanted some gold but... they even took it away from me as well as my chance to finally escape from this city...)

Yuriana: (Keevara didn't come to visit me... I don't know what to do now... Can I really return to the inn like if nothing happened... I have nowhere else to go...)

Yuriana: (...Everything seems as usual... do people know about what happened a couple of weeks ago...)

Yuriana: (...)

Crowd:

-I told you that guy was just trying to get more gems.

-Well he got the wrong ones! What am I suppose to do with them!

-Relax... we will deal with that...

Yuriana: (People are just dealing with their own businesses...)

Crowd:   

-Hey! Where is my drink?!

-Over here! Come on! Where is the tavern wench?!

Yuriana: I...

Keevara: Courtney! Stand up already! MOVE!

Courtney: Fine... I was just resting a little... I'm on my way...

Yuriana: ...

Keevara: And be sure to... *Keevara notices Yuriana*

Keevara: What are YOU doing here?

Yuriana: I...

Yuriana: I'm sorry... I just didn't know where to go... I just got out of...

Keevara: What are you expecting to happen coming back here? We aren't doing that kind of "service" here... I don't need more problems! This is not the place for a prostitute like you... go somewhere else...

Yuriana: I-I don't want to do... that... I was just hoping you could allow me to work here for some time until...

Keevara: I already have another tavern wench and more on their way, even a bard... We had to pay a fine for what you did! You know the damn guards always find ways to extort gold from us! Are you even going to pay us that back?!

Yuriana: I'm sorry...

Keevara: Didn't you get the gold you needed...? Or do you want even more...? That's all you care about now, right?! Even if it means selling your body and your dignity to whoever throws you some gold...

Yuriana: ...

Keevara: ... Not even a word to explain yourself...? *sigh* I won't bother you again and I hope you do the same...

Keevara: ... Be careful out there Yuriana... good luck...

Yuriana: Thanks for everything...

Crowd:

-HEY! WHERE IS MY DRINK?!!!

-COME ON!!! OVER HERE!!!

Keevara: COURTNEY!!! MOVE ALREADY!!!

Courtney: Fine... fine...

Crowd:

*whispering*

 -Hey... isn't she "that" redhead...?

-I bet she is the whore with huge tits who had sex with a bunch of drunks in the middle of the inn!

-She is a depraved tavern wench... I guess Keevara fired her because of that...

-Damn it... I wonder where is she going to work now...?

-She is a prostitute now so probably just near the docks or in a brothel...

-Just look at those huge tits... A whole night with her must be something else... I hope she isn't that expensive... 

-They said she had sex with a bunch of random lowlifes here... whores like her end up fucking anyone... even for free!

-I guess you are right... she is most likely a cheap slut....

-Hahahaha

Yuriana: (...)

Yuriana: (Haelga... That woman...)

Haelga: You are a woman with... "special needs" like me... you just need someone to guide you... someone to help you understand that what you feel isn't wrong... to embrace your feelings and accept yourself... I can help you with that... Dibella will help you with that...

Yuriana: (I need to talk to her...)

*Yuriana went to Haelga's Bunkhouse wondering if she could help her with some of her thoughts... she ended up sharing some things noone knew about her...*

Haelga: I see... so... 

when did you start doing "that"?

Yuriana: Since I started working at the inn...

I was always trying to take an opportunity to do it...

Keevara: Yuriana prepare a meal for those travelers... I can't deal with that right now... don't take too much time with it...

Yuriana: Sure! I will handle that.

I did it several times...

Even when the tavern was full of people I was eager to go there...

Yuriana: (Keevara isn't going to come... no one is going to come... right...?)

I just needed to feel free...

Yuriana: (Ahhh... ahhh...)

I was wishing for them to see me...

Yuriana: (Ahhh... maybe... just a little...)

Several times I thought to just show my naked body to everyone...

Yuriana: Ahhh... I can't hide it anymore... look at me...

Crowd:

-Uh?!

-What?!

Yuriana: I will serve you naked... I hope you enjoy my body too...

Crowd:

-Wow I love Yuriana's huge boobs!

-Finally... I always wanted to see your naked body Yuriana...

-Dance for us naked!

Keevara: What?! well... I guess if you don't mind to serve people like that it's fine... you may attract more customers like that...

I never did that though... noone ever knew I was naked back there...

Yuriana: Ahhh... I shouldn't even think about exposing myself in front of everyone... it's crazy!

Yuriana: Thats enough... I need to get back to work...

Getting naked makes me feel better... I guess it is a way to relax for me...

Keevara: Finally! Yuriana, I need some help over here!

Yuriana: Sorry! I'm on it!

Even thinking about serving drinks naked was enough for me... I didn't really want to do anything else... I just wanted to impress them... to excite them... to make them feel uneasy looking at me... I just needed to feel their eyes on me... to feel they desire my body... just thinking about it makes me feel good...

It's the reason I didn't mind using those skimpy tavern outfits... I guess working as a tavern wench suited me after all...

Haelga: Let me guess... you started to think that just getting naked and hiding in the tavern's kitchen wasn't enough... you wanted to see if you could "push your limits"...

Yuriana: ... I started trying to do it outside...

Yuriana: Some nights I didn't sleep to do it... I couldn't even sleep thinking I would get naked outside for anyone to see me...

Yuriana: The first time I just stood outside the inn naked... waiting... 

Haelga: You wanted to be caught...

Yuriana: ...

Yuriana: I planned it too well for that... I didn't want people to find me like that...

Yuriana: But still... I started walking naked around the city...

Haelga: Not even a guard found you?! That's unbelievable...

Yuriana: Most of them were drunk... I made sure of that... If they saw me they probably thought it was just a dream... I even heard some mentioned "dreaming" about me doing that...

Yuriana: I even pretended I was getting sold on the market stalls... as if I was a slave eager to be sold and serve a master...

Yuriana: "Don't you love my huge breasts Master?! I will please your huge cock with them..."

Haelga: Oh my...

Yuriana: I even masturbated outside in the middle of the night...

Yuriana: "Ahhh... you found me! Yes... I always wanted to show my naked body to everyone! Use me however you want!"

Haelga: Wait... you were a virgin back then right...?

Yuriana: Yes...

Haelga: ... I didn't expect you to have those kinds of fantasies... I guess that explains...

Yuriana: ...

Haelga: Sorry... it's not the same... things did get out of control...

Haelga: Are you sure noone saw you...?

Yuriana: ... Some did see me but...

Yuriana: ...They just couldn't believe it or...

Yuriana: ...they thought it was just a dream... n-no one ever told me that they had seen me...

Haelga: I see...

Haelga: Ha! Well, you ended up doing several crazy things! I guess you were really frustrated or... eager for it...

Yuriana: ...I just... don't know what is wrong with me...

Haelga: There is nothing wrong with you... you are hearing Dibella's call... you are blessed Yuriana... you just need help to understand your needs...

Yuriana: Dibella's call...?

Haelga: Come with me...

Haelga: Svana take care of everything...

Svana: Fine...

Haelga: Do you feel it...?

Yuriana: I-I... not sure what you mean...

Haelga: The shrine of Dibella... it is waiting for you to leave behind your doubts... your fears... what happened to you was awful but that doesn't mean you should be judged by it... especially by yourself... let Dibella calm your thoughts and embrace you with her love...

Yuriana: I-I...

Yuriana: (I was never religious... Mara's church here in Riften didn't change anything... this is a forsaken city after all...)

Yuriana: (How is this going to help me...?)

Haelga: Yuriana... don't overthink it... just pray...

Yuriana: ...

Yuriana: W-What is this?!

Haelga: I knew it! You are blessed Yuriana! Just like me, you are a Dibella's chosen!

Yuriana: Dibella's chosen...? But I don't know anything about her...

Haelga: You will... From now on you will work here and I will teach you everything you need to know about Dibella...

Yuriana: But...

Haelga: You are an exhibitionist Yuriana... don't be ashamed to accept it...

Haelga: Now remove your clothes... it's what you desire after all, right...? the warmth from Dibella's blessing is all you need... I know you can feel it...

Yuriana: (Ahhh... I feel so hot...) I-I can feel it... I don't need anything else but Dibella's warmth... 

Yuriana: (Ahhh... that feeling again... this is what I always craved to feel when I was trying to get naked in front of everyone. I could even stand up and walk out on the street like this right now... I know it would end badly for me, but since it already happened it's like I don't even care anymore... I just want to feel everyones eyes all over my body... I felt bad before and I know it's wrong but now is as if I desire to be once again humiliated... This can't be right...
I-Is becoming a mere prostitute what Dibella wants for me...? Maybe it is my only option after all...)

Haelga: Good Yuriana... you will soon understand... Let me show you the path Dibella has set for you...

Yuriana: ...Dibella will be my guide...


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Hello there ;)

So I had this little story as a draft for a long time, I wasn't sure to include some stuff like showing the trauma Yuriana had after what happened at the inn but I think it will be better to include that in the next part. Some people commented about the lack of stories "lately" so I will try to make more. Currently we are checking stuff about the books so this could be an opportunity to make more stories to include, maybe more books like "Bandits Report -Yuriana the dumb wench-" could be a thing.

I will soon make a post about the mod and upload something I mentioned several times :P

I hope you liked it, as always let me know if you have some suggestions. Have a nice week!