Do not go into time with yourself feeling pressured with all these desired outcomes. Setting expectations, minimising pleasure through need for control...
I recommend going into time with yourself, without the control. Release into exploration, natural expression and everything in between. Allow yourself to just feel into your body, how you feel?
Focus on the present moment, flowing with ease into each new exploration, no desired outcome.
Surrender deeper into the unknown and enjoy your own company, find pleasure in your life, all aspects.