I’m just a place holder today. Our little baby has major baby brain and will come back to edit this later.
Xoxoxo
*EDIT*
HOLY HECK!!! last night was so much funnn (i remember in pieces) i was very small last night and i guess i needed care or wasn’t functioning?? cuz both my partners were taking care of me.
One of them even changed me twice!!
(the tapes were a little messed uup but i appreciate the effort and care so much im crying as i type this..😿
It’s usually so difficult for me to regress with others because im often the one being the care taker of the home.
i can cook so i end up doing it most nights and prolonged messes make me nervous, so im often the one cleaning 🧹
it isn’t until im all alone in my space that i feel safe enough to fully let go.
-But last night baby brain took over and there was nothing i could do about it. i felt safe and loved and free to be smol.
They stopped being my cg’s because they didn’t know how and it was too much pressure.. but after my male partner , Jay mentioned he’d like to try again someday Ty became interested in trying again; eventually as well.
i want cg’s but it does scare me a bit .. it hasn’t worked out the times ive tried. im afraid they will resent me