In High School, My Friends Helped Me Figure Out If I Was Gay or Not - Part 1

Everyone is 18.  This is fiction.

This story was actually told to me by my bisexual brother, but I prefer to write in first person because it’s hot. I always had a suspicion something like this was going on but he confirmed it to me only recently. 

In high school my friends helped me figure out if I was gay or not. 

When I discovered porn, my preferences quickly went from naked ladies to hardcore fucking and gangbangs and anal and all that. Double penetration was an early favorite. That was the real sex to me. When two dicks were rubbing against each other. I soon realized that I didn’t need to see a pussy to get my dick hard and have a nice orgasm. I watched a lot of porn in the “gay” category, but it took my dense ass years to actually realize that meant I might be gay. 

The moment of realization came when I was hanging with my core group of friends. The four of us were tight as hell and did everything together. My best friend was Corey and he was always a good bro. We chatted about pornsites we liked, but never really got into the details of which actual videos we’d watch. It was nice to know we could talk about porn and jacking off though.

I secretly used to watch him masturbate at sleepovers all the time, always unspoken. He would whip out his long, fat cock after we had “gone to sleep” even if he didn’t check to see if I was sleeping. It was like he didn’t care, but we never addressed it. I would just pretend to be asleep, but I always enjoyed watching. It made me hard to see his thick cock, it showed how excited he was about whatever porn he was watching on his phone. He would have both AirPods in and some big titty celeb lookalike slut getting banged by a big cock on his phone. His eyes never averted from the screen as his cock wanking sounds got slicker and slicker as precum built up until he ultimately came onto his thigh usually, wiped it off with some underwear off the floor (or a pair of mine at my house) and then throw the cumrag into the corner or behind the bed. 

So this day we were all hanging out as a group, and Corey wanted to show us this new porn site that showed entire videos, not just the “Previews you see on PornHub.” When he pulled up his favorite video, I commented “Meh, his cock isn’t that great.” 

They all turned to look at me, “Why are you looking at his cock?” Kevin asked curiously. 

“Who doesn’t look at the cock? The more the better… right?” I asked, and looked around at them. They just looked back, sort of clueless.

“Are you gay? … or like… bi?” asked Corey.

It was like a truck hit me right in the fucking face. Of course I thought to myself. That’s what gay is! … or… bi … or whatever. I don’t know.

“Oh” I finally said after a minute. “Yeah I didn’t realize, but, like, yeah… maybe.”

Then, of course, Robert spoke up. He was always the mischievous, doesn’t-give-a-fuck type. He would get us to streak around the house or text a random girl and ask her out as a dare. He asked “Does this mean we can get free blowjobs?” He had the biggest smile on his face, like he was on the verge of laughing, but eagerly awaiting my response. Corey punched him hard in the arm, but he didn’t even care. 

The idea filled my brain, of me of sucking a dick. The realization hit harder now. I always knew I loved watched dicks getting sucked, but like, yeah, I would actually like to try that. So, I told them. These were my boys and I didn’t need to hide anything from them.

“Yeah, I mean, if you guys wanted it, I’d like to try.” I admitted.

The guys looked kind of shocked, and looked at each other, kind of smiling and excited. 

“Really?” Corey asked. His voice was hesitant, but his bulge was growing, and I knew how much he enjoyed getting off, sometimes twice a night based on my spying during our sleepovers. “Why not?” I said, “Help me find out if I’m gay or not.”

I got down on my knees and looked up at them. The conversation was over, it was decided. Their assent to my proposal was spoken by their hard bulges, and they approached me while reaching for their zippers. I immediately got so hard it literally hurt my cock. I freed myself and let my precum drip on the floor, as they each dropped their pants to their ankles and let their big white cocks fly out. I never got to admire a cock up close before. Corey’s was the biggest, long, and thick. He was standing in the center and I reached for it, I couldn’t wrap my whole hand around it. It was hard like a rod of steel under smooth skin, and hot to the touch. I milked a drop of precum out the end like I often do to myself, then licked his tip and drank it. It tasted even better than mine.

I grabbed Kevin’s cock with my left hand, it was even thicker than Corey’s, and curved strongly to the left. He moaned when I touched it. I don’t think he’d been with a girl yet. Even though his cock was hard as a rock, there was lots of loose skin on it, and I was able to caress the whole shaft and play around with it wildly. He had big balls that sort of followed my hand up and down his shaft. Corey and Kevin started groaning while I played with their cocks. Kevin was more tentative, probably from growing up Irish Catholic, but Corey was assertive. After I had licked his cock head clean of precum several times, he wanted more, and he grabbed the back of my head with both hands, gently pushing me into him. I opened my mouth like a good boy and let him insert his cock head. Now this felt like sex. My precum string started to drip all the way to the floor, and I sporadically humped the air in front of me as I breathed in the scent and imbibed the taste of Corey. 

“Hey, I thought I called first” moaned Robert. 

“Shut the fuck up pencil dick” he said, chuckling. 

“Bro my shit is thick as fuck” he said, and swung his dick around from the base. 

My eyes moved over to look at Robert’s weapon. It was also a nice dick. I remember feeling literally grateful to the universe that my friends were this cool. I never thought I’d get to explore with three awesome cocks in my face. And, even better, they were eager to get inside me. 

Robert seemed jealous that I was giving more attention to Corey and Kevin, and he went around behind me, got on his knees and started playing with my ass cheeks through my shorts. “Shit I’m cumming” Corey said, and just as he started to pulse in my throat, Robert reached into my underwear and stuck a wet finger in my hole.