March Update Part 1 – What's been going on.

Hi my favourite sub(scribers)!

I know I’ve been super quiet these last two months aside from my regular content posts, and figured I’d take the time to give you all an update about what’s been happening since the start of January.

The long story short is that I have been experiencing a really low period in my life. I’ve been managing well at keeping my head above water, but it meant sacrificing things in my life to make sure that I was still showing up to my full-time day job, making sure that I stayed connected to my friends and not sink into total isolation mode. Combine that with a business trip in mid-February that was incredibly stressful to get ready for and consequently attend, and it basically pushed me very close to the edge of burnout.

The good news is that work has been really good about it, and I’ve been working with my health team to put together a plan to get myself working towards recovery and into thriving. I’ve taken the month of March off to get myself back from the brink of burnout and to build healthier habits.

To compound matters, I was diagnosed with ADHD. The diagnosis came as a bit of a surprise. I didn’t realize it was something that I’d been managing all my life and the diagnosis came with a lot of feelings that I wasn’t expecting: resentment, anger, sadness, relief and curiosity, to name a few. I’ve been spending a lot of time learning about how my brain works, and all the things I’ve been doing to mask and cope without knowing, which has meant that I have spent way more energy than maybe the average person moving about my life.

So why the hell am I sharing all of this with you? I love our little community that we’ve built here, and being sexy and creative with you all has brought me an immeasurable amount of joy in my life. It’s something that I never expected to fall into, but I am so glad that I did. I get to weave and craft stories which reflect the combination of emotional intelligence and authentic sexuality that I think is lacking in a lot of ASMR/roleplay content that’s out there.

The reality of it is that I feel like I might have been letting you all down over the last two months.  I always envisioned the Patreon as a place where I can be more open and transparent about everything that’s going on in the Relax with MAB world, to let you connect with me and help shape the direction of the content, to be creative with me and to be a place where you can keep coming back. Everyone signs up for different reasons, be it for the exclusive content, the community, or just as a way of supporting, and I know that I can’t be all things to all people. That said, aside from delivering on my commitments for exclusive content, over the last two months, I feel like I haven’t been able to be as engaged as I want to be.

So that’s why I’m posting: to be more connected and transparent about what’s been going on. The next post you get from me will be going over some of the stuff that’s coming down the content pipeline for you, and then there’ll be a third post that will talk about some of the exciting new developments coming over the next little while. So stay tuned for those in the next couple of days.

So finally, I just wanted to apologize for not being as connected to you as I wanted to, but I hope that this helps shed a little bit of light into what’s been going on, and I look forward to sharing with you what is coming very soon!

With lots of love,

Daddy, Xander, Asher, and of course, myself.