The reason why I sell myself:
Added 2021-05-18 13:08:54 +0000 UTCWhen I was 12 years old I realised that I am ugly, I realised that I am not so pretty like other girls, I realised that I had big nose and very big legs. Boys never wanted to play with me or even to have a relationship with me, you know that teens 12-13 years old have their first relationship, first kisses etc. I liked many guys in my school but non of them liked me, I saw that these guys were interested in other pretty girls. And these guys often made fun of me and they called me ugly. It would be a shame for them to have anything with me.
I kept growing and people didn't stop calling me ugly and they didn’t stop laughing at me.
One day I broke my arm during a physical education lesson at school, I was lying in the snow and could not get up, there were 4 boys with me who just poked me with a stick, none of them wanted to help me...
It’s so fucked up but if you have ugly face people are afraid to touch you, people don’t want to to touch or to be touched by ugly people🤦🏽♀️
One thing that made me be better than other girls - I’ve got very nice sexy body but it’s actually nothing, if you have a beautiful body and an ugly face men will not like you. Yes the men always look at the body but a pretty face is more important for them. I just know it.
I had relationships with 4 or 5 guys (I don’t remember), my longest relationship was 1 year.
After a while, 2 of my ex-boyfriends told me that they no longer like my appearance, and they don’t know why they even chose me 👍🏼
So when I was 19 i was already a broken person, i broke up with a guy that i loved so much and it marked the beginning of my self-destruction.
I became very depressed, I don’t have a plan for my life, I don’t want to be a wife, I don’t want to have kids. I realise that I won’t live a long life. I don’t have any reasons to live.
And I decided to create an account on Patreon. I realise that I will never meet a good man because of my appearance, i realise that I won’t find a good job because I am asozial.
I earn money here and money make me feel happier.
It’s better to be an ugly single girl with money than an ugly single girl without money 💁🏽♀️
