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Hamzah Al-Emad
Hamzah Al-Emad

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89 pt 1 - We Uppp

Good to be back but my brain is scrambled (maybe from shrooms LOL), Slushy stocks are up, wisdom teeth are up, and Hamzah is in the corner ruminating.


Pt 2 will be up tomorrow and well be an hour of me playing a game (possibly stardew valley) with a voice over leafyishere style.

Comments

in all seriousness im 23 and ive been a consistent smoker for years and this ep was the first time anyone on the internet or in real life has made me really look at my weed usage and truly genuinely reflect. perhaps sobriety is in my future, mayhaps. thanks hamzah

kinsbot

get out of my business hamzah smh sounding like frank oceans mom

dzenana

Not the best eye contact this episode. Do you have intimacy issues Hamzah?

Grace

hamzah i relate to you so much with your anxiety and sometimes feeling bleak/depressed even when there is seemingly nothing wrong in my life!! we are in this together fr and about therapists, maybe you should try it but personally when i had a therapist, my mental health was better by the time i got one so i didn't feel like i needed them anymore. but when i had other issues later on, i think just talking to people around me like my close friends made me feel a lot better than talking to a stranger would. but everyone's different so you never know!!

anushka

it was not a mistake 💜💜🐺

cylee🐺

I subscribed today, do not regret at all. Literally caught up on the past 7 episodes. Fr love how interment the convos get here, you've fr become my therapist. thanks

Zoe Harumi

i finally caved in a bought membership chat was this a mistake

poopsparkle

maybe bc that’s j an odd thing to bring up

adeliya

I’m gonna need u to think why else would i say it 😭he made it seem like I was some racist freak on the ep loooool

iiiii

u better be arab urself bcuz thats a racist ass thing to say fr ..

adeliya

Onika BURGERS 💜

Marly

Patreon COMMENT SECTION 💜

Marly

Theyre eating his ass on kpop twitter (this patreon comment section)😂😂😂😂😂

Marly

whattt did this comment section turn into 😭

eeveentually

To me Hamzah you are an artist i would buy a fridge magnet from

Lot

Hamzah your advice is good I should be full of shame and I should be able to go to 5th period without my bathroom break 😶‍🌫️

lily

its kinda annoying to say but therapy literally changed my life. its ok if u feel u dont need it or dont want it but i dont think the scary stories should steer you away from it ! i had 3 sorta bad therapists until i found the one i’m in rn but it was honestly very worth it imo

Alexa

It’s actually directed at ur mom

Ayev

is this directed at Kitty or Hamzah?

Sam

They haven’t even collabed yet, Hamzah definitely has not defended him in anyway, and you’re acting like Karl Jacobs being a predator is a well known fact when googling it provides 0 info. Kitty’s story about him is completely valid, but at least give Hamzah a chance to respond to it, like I said they haven’t even done anything together yet!

Gordo Swenor

There’s nothing on twitter

thog

collab with RAPISTS what?? whose the rapist?

Iris Greer

yeah nothing.

Iris Greer

what did karl jacobs do? i litterally cant find anything anywhere about him being a predator

Iris Greer

yeah i was about to say this

Iris Greer

i can’t find anything about karl jacobs being a predator, do you have any links or anything?

prosekko

fox beaudoin

Assume that he’s not gonna address it in the next patreon.

Soma

He left the whole part in the video about it too, also collated with Karl.

Halimaaa

Assume what? It’s just weird enough for him to delete something without even acknowledging it at all? He still talks about it in the vid

Halimaaa

i think the OP commenter (Kitty) who addressed this whole situation in the first place said that taking it down was a start in the right direction, though it's true that holding himself accountable for his mistakes is just as important

kat

I mean we haven’t even given him a chance to speak, the new patreon hasn’t even come out yet, i think its best to not assume so quick

Soma

Oh get him sis!

Halimaaa

Im deaddd

Halimaaa

OMG GET HIM AGAIN FOR ME !

Halimaaa

Removing it shows that he’s ignoring it all, atleast apologise and move on

Halimaaa

Wait im a little confused, was he supposed to keep it in? Even tho we didnt like it, idk

Soma

fox beaudoin

Oh you really are an Arab man fr

iiiii

fox beaudoin

You really fucking removed the Andrew HuberMan part ? Are you having a laugh?

Halimaaa

dang i thought we got an early or extra episode when i saw the notif at first

maisie

Ermmmm what the flip was the notification for 😭

Bibi

did anyone else just get a notification for this

Grant Corkum

SAME

jaina

yeah same

charlize

why’d i get another notification

owen

when a man says he doesn’t need therapy…he needs it ❤️

esme

omg need that stardew valley video, i just got back into it cos of the new update

mia

Im still finding ways to deal with my anxiety, but for me, if I randomly just get anxious I try to really enjoy my surroundings and the people near me. I realize that with the people I love and enjoy being around me, ill be fine no matter what. And really taking in my surroundings and seeing what makes me happy just also helps. I try to get out of my head and silence those thoughts !!

annieruth

Me eitherrrr broooo

Alyssa🌹

Wowww bad blood (humbug’s version) get this on Spotify asap rocky

Cat

ALSO I JUST WANTED TO SAY- that feeling is normal when you’ve been going through the throws of life for an extended period of time. i rmr the first time i didn’t have to worry about anything and it freaked me out so bad i subconsciously created chaos in my life(some ppl thrive in storms) it sounds corny but mindfulness is the answer. live in every moment, i feel like you’re good at that so if there’s a looming feeling don’t trust it, the more attention you give it the more it takes.

aubrey

When ur mind runs a mile a minute just get on fortnight and assassinate mf

Ayev

Jesus Christ go to therapy

Ayev

AIJSHISJSWI I’ve been on morphine all week no lie

Kenz

is this lobotomy or ai

Autumn Turner

waiting patiently for part 2 and stardew

sofia

Power of now sorry

Kenz

Read be here now. If you feel worries coming on train your brain to come back to the present. Breath & let your thoughts pass as clouds, don’t attach. The only we got is the moment RN!!!

Kenz

slushy noobz game idea

Catherine

WAIT HAMZAHH you HAVE to go to every appointment for aftercare. It will rot and you will need a bone graph. Don’t ask how I know

Kenz

Had a 4 pound tumor removed on Monday. Real woozy for this one. Let’s go.

Kenz

okay fortnite brand deal🤑🤑

Abbyriedss

well u got me there..😔☝️

Marleen Bosman

heres my advice: just doodle your thoughts away, make them weird, crazy, let all the thoughts out, and hey, maybe even go scream in a forest!

cris

Your setup looks rlly nice and colourful

Chloe

thoughts on the new kacey musgraves album

eloise heeks

hamzah i thought i would put in my 2 cents and let u know that the sims videos are peak slushy to me and i miss and love them! love every video and pod but simsssss is my favorite!

eloise heeks

ooo looking forward 2 the stardew valley gameplay (i’ve never played before but i’m intrigued nonetheless)

ely

Excited for that gameplay 🙏

Abby

make a discord for the patreon plis i miss it

al

NEED that stardew valley gameplay video

sam

HAPPY 200K TO SLUSHYNOOBZ

Destine

created a patreon for this-i think i really like going about my business w a little man in my ear talking about trivial things. 90 percent of what you say are thoughts i had 4 years ago but then you say something so true and insightful n it totally skews my perception. love to hear you hamzah, you’re worth it 💫

aubrey

Wow I’m gonna try this

aarushi

Why does this sound like you went off to war and came back after 2 years

thog

Nice to see you back !!!

thog

glad that you’re here and doing/feeling better <3

Em

growth

court

yess eat freddie and mandy's pasta, you deserve it!

Sam

just finished n 30mins got cut off?? All these bonuses are becoming minuses 😞

saaf

[this is just a sabotage method so i beat your streak]

saaf

heres my advice hamzah: therapy.

saaf

Then what

Sulaiman

Pls do the eras tour on mdma!! 🤩

A

I’m a switch player so I don’t have the 1.6 update yet

Erin

You’re right it’s like a nervous system exercise bc you have to manually stop overthinking and be completely present but with the right crowd and music it’s 🤌🤌 so good

A

hamzah heres my advice: after sunshine comes rain BUT after rain, ALWAYS comes sunshine😄🤟👍🙏

Marleen Bosman

reaction to cowboy carter would be the best thing he’s ever done

Ashlyn Robinson

so looking forward to part 2, you rizzing up penny would be *chefs kiss*

eamelie

Dancing alone in a club sober sounds so terrifying💀 but loveee swimming

aa

we’re so close to getting an apartment tour with the camera getting farther and farther away each episode

roro

I think the best thing you can do instead of dreading whatever impending doom feeling you've got, is to make sure these good moments are extra special, and milking the fuck out of them and being grateful, just live presently to extract the most happiness out of it so that you have good times to look back on and push you forward during the inevitable rough times that may or may not happen (inshallah they won't). It's scary feeling too comfortable, but if not now then when? If the anxiety is gonna eat you up let it eat you up when it's called for, but for now let yourself be reminded of what ease feels like, let yourself learn and move on. It's not Fortnite you can't kill your target from afar, just wait for it to come close enough 4 you to understand how to tackle them. Use this time and energy to learn, create, and do new things!

Peanus butter

"I am douching my hole every time I eat" 😭😭😭

Sam

i would spend my hard earned vbucks on that emote so if it's a joke fortnite should actually take notes

eeveentually

Are you serious about the Fortnite thing I really can’t tell

Sofia

zahra

the sound of flowing water, like ocean waves or river flowing, is therapeutic! Take advantage of that island getaway next month!

serena

when i get anxious, it helps me to think that a lot of things in life are out of our control sometimes. you just gotta enjoy them when they’re good and welcome them when they’re bad. in any case, there’s always something for us to gain - whether that’s short moments of pleasure or a long lesson to grow from. they’re all important and we’re ever-changing anyway, so there’s no need to ruminate too much on questions you don’t have an answer to yet :)

jules

no this was genuinely me watching the news today, just a bombardment of terrible times for everyone

zahra

Sorry **ozempic Spider-Man

cmann1313

Okay but what about Frankenstein hamzah skin and Spider-Man martin skin

cmann1313

YESSS STARDEW!!!! YOURE GONNA LOVE THE NEW UPDATE!!!! also im so jealous ur going to olivia rodrigo cos boy i could not get tickets on my mamma!!!!!

Emily Sophia

oh wow i didn’t see how many views the comic con video got damn

Oscar Schmidt

cant wait to go about my daily tasks with hamzah in my ear at all times again!

lane

Girl cross your legs get comfy

cmann1313

first episode since i became a member, so cool, thanks

liisa with double i

I started playing Stardew this week after hearing you + Martin + everyone else on earth rave about it these past few weeks and… I get it now

Ashlyn Robinson

Huberman def studied Robert greene’s books

A

Swimming / floating is a great outlet too

A

is the fortnite real…..

zaz

Wait im so gullible is the fornite thing forreal

Marly

cant even tell if the fortnite emote is a joke but omg

maddie

dad finally came back w the milk🥳

prabs

but also the stardew valley … i need that

Gabrielle

team leah on stardew

olivia rodrigo

bonus content can be a reaction to cowboy carter

Gabrielle

When I get like that I go dancing in a club sober & alone and then come out feeling like a girl who is going to be okay

A

YOUR BACK MISSED YOU BAE😘

jaina

“i like playboi carti too kids!” 😟😭

Catherine

plz do stardew i’ve been clocking in every night on that game like it’s my job

Kasey

if it’s not, either i’m just too gullible or he’s a pathological liar 😭 bc how’d he come up with all those numbers so fast without missing a single beat

jules

The comic con vid just stressed me tf out this is my chaser

Cat

You should go to a cat cafe if u r feeling overwhelmed by the world , cats are relaxing and chill most of the time and you will feel kinda feel in control by taking care of something smaller for a little bit of time also you will realize life isn’t all that bad when u r looking at something super cute while enjoying a snack. Thats my best attempt at giving advice like you said you wanted :)

Emily

With all due respect, you can die from alcohol withdrawal. Weed can be hard to quit but relax brother.

Alexandra Kamyk

Green is def your color punkin <3

Amalie

Ik what u mean about being technically in a “good” place in life but still feeling doom. I’m about to be graduating nursing school and I should be happy but instead I’m just dreading working for the rest of my life. Like I just wanna chill for a min but I literally can’t ever again :(

iguessitsleanne

i feel like CBT therapy is just having an ear to listen to u yap. but other therapies like EMDR are genuinely helpful at helping u cope with more complex issues. at least in my experience.

aneya

i’m making my bf watch the comic con shrooms vid rn he said he can feel the overstimulation through the screen

charlize

this!!

sofia

Wb king

Em

MUSHROOM UR BACKK 😳

Catherine

I missed you Omar

girl1901

pls i can't tell if he's joking or not about the fortnite emote 😭

eeveentually

hamzah let’s go to kacey musgraves concert!!

colette

i cant wait for the stardew gameplay! i was watching ur old streams of it

elijah

i think i need to reconnect with nature bc i was actually shaking when i read ab the vid tm

F

time to finally get a ps5 as a tax write off

Josh Fleming

CRAP CRAP CRAP IM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW

F

wish i invested in slushy stocks earlier

vic

ah yes my favourite taylor swift song: ‘and so we are bad girls’ feat. kendrick lamar

gabby k

so happy to hear and see you today hamzah.

khalia

there’s many comment!!! hamzah u are so famous celebrity

deaundra

hia

Hearing the “Leafyishere” is giving me PTSD…can’t wait 😩🙏

Amallia

I’m actually pausing my game to be here and watch😂😂

serena

helloooo

j

not arguing with a man with big brown eyes. whatever you say beautiful

Amalie

Careful with rice, i had a rice piece in my socket for some time 🙃

Soma

me waiting to hear if u will raffle off ur teeth to us

michaela

stardew valley special omg yesyesyes

mima

Wow love the camera frame getting wider each episode

Lina

you and martin are nearly at 200k on slushy noobz it’s crazy🙏 congrats bro

maisie

Yeeehaww

maxie

you don’t understand how much i needed this

aneya

so excited for the gameplay 😁😁

arina

Called this epi extra long in the first 30 seconds then made possibly the shortest one yet

caytamine

last week was so dark without the patreon ep i see the light!

Autumn Canty

literally 🫶🏻

chloe’

So glad you’re feeling better 😭

Bibi

Just made my night omg

Xheniva

Where did you store your teeth

Halimaaa

YUHHHHH

katie

hi hammy i’m glad ur back

charlize

missed u baeeee

aaliyah

I must know if comic con smelled or is that a myth 🧐 also welcome back yayyy

Emily

lfg

cj

MAMA SLUSHYYY IS BACK!

Halimaaa

forget to cancel so I’ll be here for another month!!! I needed that $5 but 😍😍

monica

missed u so so muck

jaylee 🎀

Oh how I’ve missed the yapping

Amalie

possible stardew tomorrow.. my prayers have been answered!!!

mimi

brb leaving my stats tutoring to watch 🏃‍♀️

daniela contreras

YOOOOOOOO

ohana

kicking my feet and giggling rn 🤭

jack f

WE ARE SO BACKKK😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️

mari

HIIII HOPE U HAD AN AMAZINF RECOVERY KINGG

Angelina Nguyen

you and martin should do a meet and greet at the eaton center like mattia polibio and his friends did at garden state plaza mall

sara

Yay yay yay

Maria Madrigal

Welcome back princess

skyler 🍎

hope ur feeling better hamzah!!! 🙊

carrington

Just fell to my knees and cried Thank u so much

skyler 🍎

YAY! We missed you Hamzah

Izabelle Tewolde

YAYYYYYY

Bibi

everyone cheered

karissa

ive been waiting for ts

kenna

HELLO

michaela

He’s back 😛😛

Madi

STARDEW YESS

sofia

Hamzah be like:

Isaiah

I‘m so excited

laura


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