Excited for what's to come <3
Added 2025-02-12 18:30:59 +0000 UTCHey everyone!
It's been a while since I checked in. If I have appeared detached from this page that is because I have been. I stockpiled pool content because I know how much fun it is to post water fun throughout the year, but I had much bigger plans than that.
This year had a rocky start...
I filmed videos with an old friend. We were great friends back in the day and had recently re-connected, so she flew in to visit. The biggest pillar of our friendship was how she supported me during a time in my life when I was heavily bullied in college. For some reason, during her stay with me, she decided to tell me that she had always sided with my bullies. After she left, I cried for a full week. I couldn't get past what she said and how she said it. I decided to end the friendship and pull the content. I have zero regrets.
My mom also had eye surgery that went wrong. She couldn't safely drive and had several far-away appointments, so I've been driving her places. Yesterday, there was a breakthrough, and she should be good for the most part.
But onto some good news...
I have big plans to elevate and expand! I have great friends who are now happy to help (after realizing how much fun film hangouts can be!) My goal is for you to see some good changes by mid-Spring. (My content will continue to be SFW.)
I've been spending time fixing up my new house. It was getting to be so unorganized that it became uncomfortable. I am working hard to make my film room dreams come true which will then open the door for proper ASMR and skits and more!
The cost of living continues to rise, but my Patreon prices will not increase. Life pretty much feels like a rollercoaster right now, but I will focus on what I can control: my content.
For questions and input, my DMs are open.
Thank you for your continued support. Your help and kind words continue to shape me as a content creator.
<3,
Lesley
Comments
Thnx for always reading my emotional posts I sometimes drop on here. I'm glad that I had the eye-opening experience, but also, hosting her and then being emotionally distraught just took up way too much of my time. I like jumping into filming when I'm happy and not distracted!
Lesley Rowland
2025-02-15 22:21:43 +0000 UTCTY! It helps that we weren't super close all this time and that the in-person hangout made me realize that we didn't mesh like we used to. But it's weird to have someone insult me to my face, especially a lot later in life when you have stronger friendships. Even when I spoke out to defend myself, she argued with me. Honestly, it was an awkward time hosting her. Thnx for listening! <3
Lesley Rowland
2025-02-15 22:19:02 +0000 UTCThat’s so messed up, on-top of obviously a lot of other stuff. More power to you for rising above it and then and putting it in your past. Respect.
Richard B
2025-02-15 21:37:17 +0000 UTCI hope you’re okay. You can always bend my ear if you need to be heard, my friend.
Jake
2025-02-15 14:13:26 +0000 UTC