TXT Documentary: Our Lost Summer

actually when i rewatched this with you, i noticed beomgyu say “i was happy about the way we ended but after the review i feel quiet burdensome” right after the end of their us tour. that made me think that doing a feedback even after the end of the tour may leave members with regret that they didnt have notice before, and i think that is a little sad. In the process the feedback is sure important but im not sure if ending should be left with some regrets and bad taste since they dont have time to prove themselves at that point. But i guess they are mature enough to not take it to their hearts and just look at it as a way to improve in their whole career. Also beomgyu talked a little bit about his sickness in one live, he said that he just gets very anxious and that effects his stomach like a burning sensation and causes nausea.

I sobbed when this came out im just so proud of them 😭 I’m finally just getting to watch your reaction to this since I’ve been at lolla all weekend and seeing their growth from last years lolla to this one is crazy. Im so happy the members all are doing mentally and physically better this year.

Tema

I think maybe is bc he feels more secure when he do a more pauted performance,I dont know why he thinks he looks akward when i saw the performance I really love when he was jumping around and free styling,maybe is bc his introvert personallity

Carla

This made me really emotionally , I enjoyed watching it again with you.

Carla

😭Soobin at the end part..really make me cry. I feel like I want to give him a big hug. I think I know where his coming frm ( i mean when he said he dont want to let his fan go) because during TXT hiatus in 2019 (before TDC Magic comeback, many people left the fandom. Tracy, thank you for reacting to this documentary. I seldom left comment but I have watched - almost if not - all of your TXT reaction. I'm not multi. TXT is my 1st kpop group that I stan. I do listen casually to some. Before TXT, I do casually listen to BTS. I normally listen to western artists. I do agree MOA is nice fandom. I'm not saying because I'm MOA now but even when I started watching them or listening to their songs, they're so nice to me (shout out to youtube moa because before becoming MOA I dont have twt).

MioneTwin (my-oh-nee Twin)

The part that shows the fans in front of the hotel is not their hotel, it’s actually where they did the interview but yeah, it can be really overwhelming

Isa

as u mentioned about the feedbacks after the show, idk about other groups bcs i only stan bts and txt whiich are both from bighit. bts also has this feedback time after the show and like u said, since they just finished the show so they can still remember all of these. as much as we love seeing all the natural sides, i do also believe that it is important for them as the performers to make sure everything went as planned and i believe that taehyun also mentioned in the docu. where they will never be the same as the rehearsal or practice since the real stage will be different but it is important for them to keep it in mind about the performance and how it is supposed to be performed. since theyre doing group dances, they have to make sure their position is right, have to make sure they didnt bump into each other which will make it hard to sing or anything. its definitely hard for them and i can totally understand your points as well. i hope this comment is understandable bcs i just type whatever im feeling without actually organizing my thoughts lmaooo anyways, really love watching this again with you. thankyou for this video!

Nadhirah Rahim

Also Beomgyu my gosh, I have a similar thing I think he had where at certain times my stomach starts acting up like crazy then I feel extremely nauseous and faint and I can’t even get myself to stand up right. The fact he went on stage is CRAZY, like will power for real. He did a live when he was better talking about it and just talking to Moa about what was wrong and he even explained when soobin left the room at the time how Soobin didn’t show his care on camera in cases of people saying they’re doing it for media and it’s fake and things. But he himself didn’t understand it and said how like they all had seperate rooms but Soobin moved in to be with him to take care. And arranging his meds and things like that, telling to rest as first priority concerning if he couldn’t continue on stage.

Asre

soobin rlly killed us all in the last minute 😭

eshu jah

Please the end had me in shambles, the fact that Soobin shared that is so crazy to him and I respect him so much for it. With those complicated feelings he must questioned himself on why he felt different. Or even how hard it must have been for him to tell the other guys with fear of not being understood. Not to talk of now sharing with Moa and even the world. And I related so much with what he explained, and it could have been anything, even maybe his fear and worry overwhelmed him so much he didn’t enjoy the experience. Or the first experience of having such a free performance in front of so many people he knew weren’t all Moa. But it was a year ago and from looking how time has passed and he says performing is so important to him and Weverse con , Summer sonic and the second world tour and so much like they showed in the credits. I hope they’re all in a good place now. Ugh just thinking back I thought they were all so happy after and just knowing he really wasn’t tears me apart.

Asre

*crying*

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