SugarBearNSFW

Being a human sucks sometimes...

Added 2023-10-15 18:36:47 +0000 UTC

I'm gonna take this opportunity to be vulnerable with you all who support me a bit more graciously.

I'm gonna preface this by saying I have high anxiety and paranoia so I could be blowing this out of proportion but I`ve never had this happen before.

I haven't posted these past couple days because I had a health scare. In truth it may not have been that bad, maybe just a foggy quick cold.. but I've never PASSED OUT before so... ya know. scary as fuck. Especially since unfortunately, a very scary heart related disease was recently discovered in my family...

I have since been to the doctor and I'm FORCING myself to sit the fuck down for the next few days.

But I say al this today that being a human fucking sucks sometimes... war, famine, genocide, just plain hate should have no place in the human heart considering how SHORT our fucking lives are.

yes yes "oh god sug`s having a crisis because something scary happened" YES I AM. life seriously is fucking valuable and I've spent so much time hating it. sure I don't have the best fucking life but I still have one... and so do all of you.

so please do me a favor and take care of yourselves...and if you can.. take care of someone else too. Even if its a short gesture of kindness, you never know what it might mean to someone.

Thank you all for your generosity and for believing in me . I look forward to paying it back with my talents!

Ill resume posting as soon as I feel 100% again.