Rough outline and update for the coming weeks (including today's stream)

This is subject to change because you know me and biting off more than I can chew. But this is just to give you guys an idea of what I'm planning based on everyone's input and my own interest. I can't get to every single thing, so please be patient, but also let me know (in a polite manner lol) what you are waiting for and I will do my best to add it to the next poll or sneak it into this schedule. I cater to y'all but I am also trying to live my life as well LOL.

Major tmi warning for those who are just here for the content, and maybe even some that are sensitive to negativity :

I have been in hermit mode ever since I moved out, and I'm doing my best to give the Patreon the love everyone expects from me. I may fall short sometimes, but I promise I'm doing my best to make everything work. It's been a rough couple months and the Patreon has definitely seen a lot less engagement due to my lack of consistency. I know it's rough for everyone out there, especially these days, so please don't feel like my problems are any worse than the average person, but to give you guys some context, being holed in at my place and not really having a social life has been giving me a lot of days where I feel overwhelmed to give you guys content, and I've been having chronic headaches due to dental issues and stress in general. I'm kinda afraid to stop or take a break, because as much as y'all think it won't affect my channel, it does. I remember struggling to reach 30 patrons after taking a hiatus a couple years ago. Financially speaking, I shouldn't be doing all this, and I should try to find a full time job with benefits and do this on the side, but this is my dream and my passion, although sometimes it feels like a chore when I feel like I'm underachieving.

For those of you who are like "just make a schedule that works for you and stick to it!", trust me, I've tried that, and it always stresses me out to the point of exhaustion, and I end up doing like 30% of it. It's better to take it week by week.

So why am I sharing this? Because you deserve to know, especially for my long time supporters who have seen me go through burnout, ups and downs, and now this hack on my main channel. I'm thinking of hiring an assistant to work out a plan that works for me, where I don't have to be constantly searching and micromanaging an insanely active kpop industry, which has expanded to ppop, jpop, tpop and global artists in general. July SHOULD be a lot more seamless, as June ended up being just as busy as may with my new place, and three people quitting at my job with barely any notice lol.

Anyways, don't feel obligated to support me through this transition. It's the reason I don't show transparency every time I'm going through hardships. Y'all have your own things to worry about, and I want you guys to prioritize yourselves. I love and appreciate you all, whether you're just watching on YouTube, commenting and liking goes such a long way. I'm saying this cuz I'm ready to kick some ass after this crazy month is done. But I will also be prioritizing my mental health, and go at a pace that works with my schedule.

Okay! As always, thank you, and I'll see you guys on Twitch in a couple hours!