Feeling Stagnant
Added 2025-04-30 23:56:57 +0000 UTCSo, I am feeling a bit stagnant after the last year. We lost three people in a matter of four months, all of who were very close to our family. On top of that, one of those people had cancer and I watched it kill him over time. It's left me as a different person, as I'm sure anyone who has gone through this can attest to. But it has also left me a bit stagnant in my creation. I'm not coming here to look for sympathy from anyone but instead, wanting to maybe open a dialogue.
What are some things you would like to see on Patreon?
Are there ways I can make interaction better for you guys?
What is boring you in the story? What is exciting you?
I am opening it up here for some form of discussion in hopes that maybe I can spark some direction within myself. I want the excitement I had during book one to come back.
Zinnia
Comments
I hope u start feeling better, ur writing is amazing ❤ I rly love the story so far. This is In my top 10 IF! I always appreciate more flavor choices; it's one of the big things I look for 🤓 but the story itself is already so compelling! I'm a big fan 😍
Ms.Miko (aka hapamama93)
2025-05-02 02:18:09 +0000 UTCI understand. I know you said you weren't looking for sympathy but you have my heart felt sympathy I had an aunt that had cancer, she was like my second mother. I went to all her chemotherapy and radiation treatments, she went in remission and then it came back, and well eventually took her from us. That being said I just wanted you to know that with me finding joy again came with finding my way back to laughter. It is the one thing that will help you heal and also bring you joy back to your life. Start with smiling. Even when you don't feel like you have anything to smile for. I also lost a very good friend to suicide. But please, just start with smiling. Everyday, even if you just gotta look in the mirror make a goofy face and laugh or smile at yourself. Your writing is amazing! I have only a few IF writers that I just hang on your work like a desperate person hangs on the words of someone the love. And you are one of them. I have a thing for characters who act, feel, or think that love can't be a part of their lives, and Belladonna is one that I just attached too, and love endlessly. I would pay you separately just for stories about her. But just remember you are amazingly talented and if you have to work some of your pain into your writing because that will also help you process your loss and your feelings. If I've said to much just tell me and I'll apologize. I just love your work, and it breaks my heart to see anyone go through tragedy.
Laura Grimes
2025-05-01 04:44:08 +0000 UTC
