newness
Added 2024-09-30 14:00:09 +0000 UTCall the confusion and turmoil of trusting new people and circumstance; a truly wildly beautiful and yet revolting painful process, like shedding in one piece or a metamorphosis (I would imagine.) A complete reinvention of the self, and the hypocrisy and ecstasy of the uncertainty and unease that abounds with so much newness! it makes you eager for more yet reticent. Where will this go? Where will this take me? How long will it last? Am I ready?
I am so excitedly unsure, but it feels like, this is the change I needed to see the perspective of reality I was missing, what beauty and appreciation there is— the vulnerability of it. I have been searching for this.
