should i tell and say i went from hell and back?
almost like the calmness in my whole being is from all the chaos and still i'm embracing all of it, all the ups and down, wheel of life... nothing else but to experience, to live a life of your wildest dream and desire.
to kiss the void, like kissing the silence that is so loud
howl in your bones and being
tremble in your veins
good lord,
am i doing alright? ("is doing alright" : the exact lyric out from the Sultans of Swing, literally in my ears)
good lord, now i'm losing what i want to say, but here, rock and roll
just like that, the source literally delivering you a message:
YOU ARE DOING ALRIGHT, through a song.
because really like? are you expecting God answers with what? presence? whispers?
oh yea, whispers: like the winds the nature song, and this song the actual song. because also, what's he chance you are hearing that lyric outta what? if there's only ten songs in the worlds (someone said it to me the other weeks)
if you found me here today is also not just from today that i exist, but i might also hold back to my existence, am i? or my fear of being seen? or literally i'm just dancing in the known and not willing to leap? leaping into whole new life... where there's no promise land, leaping to the void, leaping to the vision that still behind the veil.
will you? take chance and kiss the veil?
in the dark, deep, spiraling life of existence, where the creation begins, and only you decide to go through, with all the doubts and the fear, but you go through... because the only way out, is through
on the land of what possible, is like on the land of uncertainty
on the field of creativity, is the unknown, is the unseen
so my friends, go ahead ~
kiss the unknown