Behind the Mirage

to all odds,
what are the chance that i'd writing this... now, this very moment, after all the gap years in between? and within just six weeks, she's surging ~

the Muses has entered the chat, and dammit she's not leaving.

always i will say and believe: trust the process.
the divine timing of our lives, in all areas, specially our creation — mirrors birth.
it takes incubation, darkness, surrender

specially to us women, yes we do sometime need those grandeur plans, but honestly?
no plan is still the best plan.

one of many this platform just came to me like huh, it feels good to write here like a container, while i've created substack page over two years ago probably and nothing, like z e r o happening, hahaha and learned from that don't let this small things get in the way of creation, yes it does need to figure out the way, and the way will appear as we continue to put one foot forward next to each other, and this is serious example: i know i want to write, at first the medium may gives you different feeling and sensation in your body in your sense, in your visual, like, i seriously couldn't write this same thing in "Word Document" have you ever thought about it, like? i already have resistance because of where i want to write, so then i ended up not writing at all, also, i will say i don't think i could ever write there because of the visual HAHAHAHA, and what i love here you could, drag, drop, and upload images up above, and i feel it give me a sense of ease and flow as i continue to type and what is it that wants to come through me. and yes, i've been having Patreon in mind to and maybe do something on it, like sharing art and maybe yoga guide, but at this moment it's not that and i'm not forcing it, the Muses is here and i'm available, that act of bridging the bridge, i'm here willing to be of service.

phew, that was long intro, hahaha, let's get into what this about :)))

the sand, the dunes, the curves ~
as i mentioned up top, against all odds i have this one poor quality dune shot from Jaisalmer after a stormy night and a curve of her, adoring her divinity and yea of course, with a red candle wax setup and the dark fabric like a veil between the worlds.

these four images are what birthed fatamorgana, act i & ii
they are what's behind the mirage
they also capture the moment of creation itself

my willingness to see and tap in to the creative genius that surrounds me,
and these scenes arises in consciousness, like there were echoes before this and there will be more after ~