The first week after Kevin left for football practice, I started making full-length videos. I made 6 videos that first week. The first two were posted online. As Alison predicted they went viral! Alison bumped my pay to 18000 for a video.
The next four were spaced out a week apart. My popularity soared! I kept my social life to a minimum. I was making videos with everyone. I did scenes with Salome, Jessica, Bobbie, Tia, and Missy.
The men on the set loved me. I was making 3 to 5 movies a week. The money was pouring in. I always wore wigs and heavy makeup. My Internet popularity almost doubled the L&S Productions subscribers.
Every Saturday at noon I watched College football just trying to get a glimpse of Kevin. We kept in touch through Ashley. We didn't want to risk direct contact. Emma and Tiffani wrote me letters. They watched my movies. They thought I was great.
I was having fun at work, but at home I was lonely. I spent time with Becky, Alison, and Salome. But it didn't feel the same anymore. I loved Becky dearly but it wasn't the same anymore. My mom thought I was fantastic on screen. She said I should become a regular actress.
Alison flew Becky, me, and Salome to Napa Valley for a weekend. We went to Betty's Boutique. She had the most beautiful selections.
I spent over $4000 on bras, panties, and lingerie. My body continued to develop. I have full Double D-cup breasts now. Things were rolling along well for the most part. Bernadette Budaicious was becoming the most popular star in adult entertainment.
As Christmas approached I was as busy as ever. Our last day of filming was December 15th. I have made over 70 full-length videos.
I spent December 26 through the 28th with Kevin. It was a small taste of paradise for me. Kevin was in the best shape of his life. As strong and viral as he was he still submitted to my powers.
On January 3rd, Alison, Becky, and I, along with Salome, Bobbie, Jessica, Carla and Missy, all flew to Las Vegas for the AVN awards. Marcel, Katrina, Tyrone, and Randy came. Rhonda was there too.
I was nominated for the best new actress award.
Bobbie, Jessica, Salome, and Missy were up for Best Sissy award. Marcel was up for Best New Actor.
The awards show was basically a huge party. It was both crazy fun and very busy. The energy in the theater was intense. Alison had custom made dresses for all of us.
They were all low cut, short skirt dresses. Every dress was form-fitted. No dress was longer than 6-inches below our butt cheeks. All of us wore 7-inch platform spike heels
Alison, Becky, Carla and Rhonda wore flowing Versace gowns. The Men wore Tom Ford Tuxedos.
I felt like I was at the Oscars or the Golden Globe Awards. Myself, along with Salome announced the Best Female actor. Asha Apples!
Bobbie, Jessica and Missy announced Best Director. Randy Rocket!
When they announced the Best New Actress, it was me! I almost fainted in my seat. I made it to the stage with Salome's help. I was crying tears of joy.
When the time came to announce the Best New Sissy actress the air was thick! There were 7 nominees, my four friends and three others. Bobbie won. Bobbie reacted almost the same way I did. She was as emotional as I was. Katrina and Marcel escorted her to the podium. She kissed and thanked them on stage, it was beautiful.
After the show I peeled off my gown in my hotel suite. I was about to take a shower when I heard a knock at the door. It was Becky. I opened the door and Kevin was there.
I'll leave you two to catch up! Becky said with a warm smile.
I'm proud of you baby girl! Kevin said.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him with all my passion. It was another magical evening. We only slept for about 5 hours. He left early the next morning, but not before ravishing me one last time.
January 12th I was doing interviews with several magazines and adult entertainment news podcasts. I kept my answers short and sweet. I didn't divulge any personal information. I talked about my experience with the industry and the wonderful people I worked with. I never mentioned Becky. I'm glad I aced political science!
I didn't get back to work until, January 21st.
We had a five day weekend over the President's Day holiday. Alison called and invited Becky and me over for a pool party. She had her set up crews build a temporary indoor housing around her pool.
Becky and I were greeted by Salome. Salome was dressed in a very skimpy pink latex bikini and 5-inch wedge sandals. She was wearing a very sheer white robe.
Becky and I no sooner entered the kitchen and I was rushed by Emma and Tiffani! I hugged my friends tightly. I didn't want to let go!
We missed you! Emma said.
We are so proud of you! Tiffani said. We watched every video! You're amazing!
Girls! Why don't you take Brianna upstairs and the three of you can change! Alison said.
Salome! Be a good girl and show them where to go!
Yes ma'am! All of us said together.
It took us over an hour to change. The four of us partied together with passion. It was a magical day and evening with my friends. I was feeling a lot less lonely.
As summer approached I was as busy as ever. Alison rented a private beach and five beach houses. We filmed in two of the houses and on the beach. Kevin came home for a week and went right back to school. He was taking a couple summer classes and working with a personal trainer from the school.
Tiffani and Emma got into NYU. They were majoring in psychology and business.
I was taking classes online and working full-time. I was making a lot of money! My theory on controlling my elevated sex drive proved to be moderately successful. After a year of acting, my physical desires became more manageable. I still needed sex once a day. However my cloudy mind and lack of focus was controllable.
3 1/2 years later
It was the week after New Year's Day. Alison threw a football party. Kevin was the backup quarterback at Alabama. They were playing USC for the National Championship. It was almost the end of the Third quarter when Alabama's starting quarterback was injured. Alabama was down 21 to 31.
Kevin hadn't played most of the season due to a groin injury. I was screaming go Kevin, go Tide!
Kevin looked like he was at his peak form. On second down Kevin was sacked for a seven yard loss. I saw Chance join the huddle and another player left. Chance, was a little further on the outside left than normal. Third down at 15 yards for a first down. Kevin did a five step drop and fired the football with precision.
Chance, caught the ball in the numbers and plowed through two linebackers and the Cornerback. Chance was off to the races! A beautiful 78 yard run for the touchdown at the end of the third quarter.
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USC ran over thirty yards on the kickoff return. USC was running the ball and burning up the clock. Third down on the Alabama 32 yard with 2:12 on the clock and four yards from the first down, the running back dropped the ball. A USC lineman dove on it.
USC kicked a field goal
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USC kicked the ball deep into the end zone. The Alabama return man kneeled bringing the ball to the Alabama 30 yard line.
1:58 on the clock.
I could see the crowd fired up! I was screaming as I watched. Kevin dissected the USC defense. His blockers were stepping up big time. The running back was catching Kevin's pitches. Their plays were so fast the defense couldn't anticipate them.
With 7 seconds on the clock Alabama was 25 yards away from a National Championship.
Kevin saw the blitz coming. Chance, was in position and ready. When they snapped the ball eight players blitzed through the offensive line.
Chance, was wide open. Chance caught the ball and ran another 18 yards for the touchdown. Chance was untouched as he ran into the end zone. I was screaming my head off.
Then my heart was broken! A beautiful brunette girl I never saw before kissed Kevin while a reporter was trying to ask him questions. I almost fainted!
I cried softly for several minutes and said goodbye to everyone and went home. I called Alison and missed work on Monday, a first for me! I never missed work.
On Tuesday I gathered myself and went to work. I had constantly reminded myself that we weren't together anymore. It still hurt.
April 17 th I was watching the Pro football draft. Kevin was the 7th pick in the first round. He was drafted by Arizona. I didn't see the girl this time. Chance was picked by Arizona in the second round of the draft.
I saw Kevin before he started mini-canp for his new team. I met his new girlfriend Mia. She was very nice and pretty. She was attending Medical school at Princeton.
That very summer I went to New York City for a week. Alison, financed Emma and Tiffani into starting their own business. A Dominatrix Dungeon. We had a lot of fun in the city. They even treated me to complimentary over night in their Dungeon. It was wild evening.
Over our forth of July break. I got a call from Doctor Stone. He invited me to Sweden for a medical exam and a proposal.
He and his colleagues wanted me to donate my semen for artificial insemination into several volunteers. He also said he had a special semen sample from an exceptional man he wanted me to take.
I called my mother, Becky and Alison immediately.
He explained that my potency was still extremely high. He said they wanted to impregnate 15 women of different genetic codes. The results they were looking for was to replicate my condition.
I was offered 25 million dollars fee to participate in the program. Anonymity was assured for everyone.
I was already a millionaire. Between my movies and adult product endorsements I was almost worth that already. I had to think.
Take a couple days to think about it.
The next morning my mom arrived at my hotel. Becky and Alison arrived that same afternoon.
We spent hours talking on and off changing the subject constantly. This was a very weighted decision. But in the end I agreed to the procedures.
I was professionally milked several times over the next four days. Three days before I left I was given my sample. I couldn't believe I was pregnant!
I worked for the next 3 months before I took a leave of absence.
I moved out of Becky's house and bought my own 7 bedroom 6 1/2 bathroom house with a pool and a 4 car garage. The house had 3 bedrooms downstairs and 4 upstairs with a shared full bathroom between two bedrooms and bathrooms for the additional bedrooms.
My identity was still safe. I made my regular OBGYN appointments, Becky usually accompanied me, sometimes Alison. I am a member of the country club now. My house was on the tenth green. I had 12 foot privacy fence put around my pool with a metal roof. I like my privacy.
9 months later I gave birth to twins, a boy and a girl. I named them Kevin and Julie after my first love and my mother.
Kevin James Stanton and Julie Rebecca Stanton. I wasn't seeing anyone regularly. Most of my relationships didn't last due to my always comparing men to Kevin.
My mother, Ashley, Katrina, and Alison were all there when delivered. Emma and Tiffani shut down for the week and came home to visit me.
It felt great to be so loved, seeing everyone. Secretly I was hoping to see Kevin. He never showed up. Kevin is a professional football player now. He was engaged. I saw his endorsement ads everywhere.
My Mom took two months off from working in Europe to help me. Becky and Alison were almost always around on the weekends.
The first two months was an adjustment to say the least. The babies wouldn't sleep for more than two or three hours. Still I treasured every moment. I breast fed them constantly. I really enjoyed breast feeding them. The bond it created with them couldn't be described.
At the six-month mark, I hired a Nanny. I went back to work part-time. I was making fifty thousand dollars per video. My absence was noticed and demand was higher than ever for my videos.
After 2 years of professional football, Kevin and Mia were Married. Mia was pregnant with their first within six weeks. I was genuinely happy for them, but inside myself it still hurt a bit.
Eight years after I graduated high school, on the anniversary of my first day of making my first video, one of my goals came true. With Becky and Alison help I started my own production company.
B&B Productions was now a reality! I had more control of my work than ever before. I recruited heavily on social media to start with. I implemented the same practices Alison used. All my videos went exclusively to The L&S Productions website.
My children were growing like weeds! They were very smart too! I applied a lot of love and educational entertainment. By the time they were five I had already rolled back my acting. Kevin loved sports, Julie wanted to be a princess.
I made every effort to be around for them. I kept them as far away from my business as possible. Alison was very good at helping me conceal my professional identity.
When my children started doing regular school activities in fifth grade, I sold my Production company to Marcel and Tyrone. They kept the name. I concentrated on being a full-time mother.
The summer my kids were out of fifth grade I got a strange phone call. A man claiming to be my father wanted to meet me. I'm 33 years old now and semi-retired. I thought he was full of it!
Sir I'm certain you have the wrong number! Have a nice day! I hung up. The man called once a day, always leaving a nice message. After my voicemail box was full I bought a new phone with a new number from a different carrier.
I called my mom and asked her about it.
Ohh! Honey! I meant to call you! I didn't think he'd call you so quickly.
So it's really him? I asked
Yes sweetheart! He wants to make amends.
After 30 years? What does he want? Money?
No nothing like that! He wants to meet his grandchildren. Mom said.
Tell him I'm not interested! I forgive him, but I don't need him walking out on my children like he did with us! Please don't give him my phone number or address.
If you change your mind, I'll text you his contact info. He lives in Capital City now. He told me to tell you he saw every game you cheered in your senior year.
Great, a stalking and invisible father! Just what I need! Mom, I love you, but don't talk to him about me. He had 30 years to pick up a phone.
I know sweetie, and I'm sorry about this. But I think he means well.
I'll think about it! But I'm not making any promises! I said.
Two weeks later I was in Capital City shopping with Becky. My Nanny was watching the kids. It was my girls day break.
We were at the mall sipping coffee at the coffee island when a handsome man about Becky's age approached us.
Becky! Long time no see! You look as radiant as ever. He said.
My stomach started getting all knotted up.
Hello Brice! Becky said flatly.
Who's your friend? He asked. He was looking straight at me, he knew! I wasn't about to say a word. I knew it was my father.
If you must know! This is your daughter Brianna!
I've been trying for months to get in touch with you! I have been wanting to explain and apologize for years now! I'm sorry for everything!
You're forgiven! You can go now! I said coldly.
May I sit, please?
I'd rather you leave the way you came I said.
Please, five minutes! That's all I ask!
Brice, she doesn't want anything to do with you! Becky said.
She's right! I don't! No offense Brice, but you had 30 years to be a father beyond child support, you failed. Now all of sudden your interested in patching things up because I have children? I am right about this? I said.
Yes, but also to right a wrong!
Look Brice! I said. (I Refused to call him father or Dad) I don't want you near my children. I'm not donating blood, bones or organs to you. The very last thing I need right now is to introduce my children to a man that's going walk out on them.
It's more complicated than that! He said. Please just a few minutes.
I started getting upset that he was still there.
Look! I don't....
Bree! A minute? Becky said.
Brice, could you give us a minute?
Sure Becky! Thank you! He said nicely.
Bree, I understand how you feel! I remember how it was when he walked out on you and your mother.
Maybe he's full of shit, maybe not! But if he's willing to apologize in front of both of us, I think we should listen! Becky said.
You might be right, Becky. I love you, I trust you, him? Not so much!
Okay, I'll hear him out! But I'm not promising anything! And I need you to stay beside me! I said.
I'm always beside you, Bree!
Brice! Becky said. Have a seat!
Brianna, first let me I'm very sorry for being so selfish. My leaving had nothing to do with you or your mother, it was all me. I saw an opportunity and I took it. I made some very selfish and bad decisions. I never thought about the consequences until it was too late. By the time I realized what I gave up, it was too late. I never apologized to you or your mother. I just signed the divorce papers and paid the child support.
I did look in on you from a distance, but I was too afraid of what might happen. Your mother is a good woman! She's better person than I ever was!
Why didn't you call me? Why did your parents ignore us! Grandma and Grandpa would not talk to me! No Christmas or birthday cards. Not so much as a phone call!
I blamed your mother for our breakup, My parents took my side and cut you both off. I couldn't take the responsibility! I was ashamed of myself. I gave up the two best people in my life. I lost contact with you when you moved in with Becky! It took a few months to track you down. When I saw you dressed up like a cheerleader I was shocked. I continued to observe you at a distance.
I saw you with that football player and your friends. I saw how happy you were. I couldn't bring myself to disrupt your life, you were happy and healthy and beautiful! I realized that you were who you were meant to be.
I didn't want to derail your life! I already upended your life once, wasn't about to do it again.
Why now? I asked.
Because I finally got the help I needed and you have a stable life and two children. I wanted a chance to make up for the damage I did, by trying to be a better man and a good grandparent! If you'll give me a chance.
I just want to be there for you, for them! I'll do whatever it takes!
So this isn't about money or anything else?
No Brianna! It's not! I made a good living, I retired two years ago. I live in West Ridge Estates about twenty minutes outside of the city.
Are you married? I asked.
I was, twice!
Can I think about it?
Please call me and let me know! I will meet you wherever you like. I just want to make things right with you and your mother.
Okay, Brice! I'll think about it. I said with a little acceptance in my voice.