Becky and Brianna Chapter 51

The summer started, and we all started different activities and jobs before we separated in the fall for college. Kevin took a full-ride scholarship to the University of Alabama. He was going to be redshirted for his first year. I was going to college an hour from home at Costman University. I signed up for the Accounting program.

Emma was leaving in a week for the Mistress school in Berlin, Germany. Tiffani was going with her. Rachel and Penny were working in the mall over the summer. Seth was going to Alabama in the fall on a full scholarship, thanks to Kevin. Jamal got a scholarship to Florida State University. Matt got a scholarship to the University of Michigan. Mario got a basketball scholarship to Notre Dame.

I felt a little left out. Everyone was moving on without me. I was a bit saddened about how everything was playing out. I worked full-time at the studio. Alison never let me go onto the studio floor. I really couldn't complain! I was making $23 an hour answering phones and assisting Carla.

Carla and I made a good team. Carla taught me how to use the spreadsheets and do the Data Entry. I learned Carla was more than just a receptionist, she was a certified CPA. She helped Becky manage the finances and the payroll.

I always wondered how Carla could afford to dress so well. She helped Missy buy a 2019 Camaro SS. It was bright red. She talked about Missy all the time. I was happy for them. Becky and I were happy for the most part at home, but she knew something was wrong with me.

Two weeks into the summer and I was feeling lonely, especially with Emma and Tiffani in Germany.

Bree, what's wrong, darling? Becky asked.

I'm lonely! I finally have some money and a car. I have no one to hang out with. Kevin is great, but he'll be leaving soon. Rachel and Penny are always busy.

I know what you're going through, darling! I've been there! You'll be alright! You'll see! Becky said. She patted the couch cushion next to her. I cuddled up next to her and hugged her tightly.

July 7th, my whole life changed. Not in the way I expected.

I was at work early that morning, and I was working next to Carla when I got called into Alison's office. It wasn't unusual for Alison to call me in, but this felt different. I was right too!

Becky was sitting next to Alison. My Mom was on the TV as part of a conference call.

Brianna, we need a favor! Alison said.

Anything! Name it! I said.

Not so fast Bree! Mom said. Please listen to what Alison has to say first.

Yes, ma'am. I said.

Brianna, we'd like you to consider making a series of movies. You would be the lead actress. I want you to just consider it. Your pay would be substantial! But there's a downside! You could be recognized by your fellow college students! Your secret would be on display for everyone to see!

You need to consider everyone in your life, especially yourself. This is a life-changing decision. Becky said.

She's right Bree! You will be on display for the whole world to see. The work is the easy part. Dealing with the exposure is the hard part! Mom said.

You don't have to do it if you don't want to! But if you do and you become popular, you could retire a very wealthy woman! Mom said. It's up to you! I'll support any decision you make. Mom said.

Not to sound greedy, but how much money are we talking about? I asked.

15 thousand dollars a movie for the first two movies. If they are popular, you'll get bonuses and a raise for the next three movies. If your popularity goes viral, which I'm betting it will you would be making more than my top two actresses put together! Alison said.

Let me get this straight! I can make 30 thousand dollars for a few days of work? I asked.

Yes! There is another catch! Becky said. If you decide to start making movies you and Kevin can't be seen together. Also, depending on your popularity, you will have to keep your boy bits into your 30's.

Can I think about it? I asked.

Of course sweetheart! My mom said.

Can I take the rest of the day off? This is a lot to absorb! Plus I need to talk to Kevin.

Of course Bree! Take today and tomorrow off. Take the weekend. Just promise me you will be at your desk on Monday!

I promise Alison! Thank you, everyone. Mom I love you!

I love you too, sweetheart. Call me Sunday!

I will Mom!

I stood up and left. I grabbed my purse and told Carla I'd see her on Monday.

Okay sweetheart, take care of yourself! Carla said. Just think slowly!

Thanks, Carla!

I went down to my Jeep. I must have sat quietly in my car for half an hour before I started it. My mind was spinning! I called Kevin and asked if we could go out.

Sure! I'll pick you up at 8 pm!

I drove home, stripped off my makeup, and took a nap. My mind was racing so much I actually felt dizzy! My dream was a fury of confusion. One part was a successful career with a large following of adoring fans and millions of media followers.

The other dream or nightmare was how much negative impact it would have on my life and the people I loved. Deep down I knew Kevin and I couldn't remain in a relationship. Long-distance relationships rarely last.

Asking Kevin to stay with me while I went to work as an adult actress wasn't fair to him. I loved him with my whole heart. I hated the idea of breaking up. But I also realized it was inevitable. I tried to prepare myself for the worst scenario while trying to remain positive.

It wasn't just the money that piqued my interest. I had to think about my condition. Sex for me is a need, like air or water. Up until now, I had sex with people I loved and cared about. With all my friends moving on, my life was going to be difficult at best. How would I survive at college, especially living in a dorm!

Even with a private room, I still had to share a bathroom. There's no way that would work and maintain my secret. Even if I went to the same school as Kevin, some reporter somewhere would dig up my secret and both of our lives would be destroyed. The snowball effect afterwards would be chaos for everyone around me.

If Kevin and I made a clean break before he left for school, the media storm that followed him would not follow me or end up on everyone's doorstep. I called Alison.

30 minutes later, Alison showed up. I poured us some Iced tea. I started asking her about everything concerning her career. I listened as she shared her firsthand knowledge of her experiences with her career. I could tell she was telling me the truth. Some of the things we shared were deeply personal.

She told me that my life wouldn't always be my own, especially in the age of social media. But there are advantages to the media circus. She explained the increasing popularity of the current trend in her business and why she wanted me to start making videos.

She explained how everything worked and eventually I could start my own production company and still work with her company.

I explained my concerns about my life and the negative impact it could have on everyone around me, especially Kevin!

Darling, I'm sure Kevin will be heartbroken just like you! However, there are very few men in the world that will understand this as well as Kevin. Alison said.

I'm not going to manipulate you, just give you the facts and let you decide! I will tell you what I tell everyone I hire. If you work for me, I will take care of you and protect you. My employee benefits are first class, you could easily earn 200k this year alone! Maybe more.

I can also alter your appearance on Camera as well.

If you want to try we could set up a test taping for private review so you can see firsthand what you will look like on camera.

I'd like that! I said

I'll set up a private taping on Saturday. Just you, me, Becky and my makeup artist and our director Randy.

Can Salome come? I asked.

Of course! I'm sure she'd love too! Alison said.

I don't know how to thank you! I said

I do! Alison said taking my hand and leading me to my bedroom.

Two hours later, Alison and I were very satisfied. Becky arrived home 30 minutes later. I looked a bit unkept. I was wearing my pink latex leggings and a pink latex tube top with my 4-inch mules.

I see someone had some fun! Becky smiled at me devilishly.

We did, we had a good talk too! I said.

Any thoughts you care to share? Becky asked.

I have to say the offer is enticing! There's a lot to consider! I said

Want to share? Becky asked.

I would, but Kevin is taking me to Dinner tonight. Can we talk later? I asked.

Of course, baby girl! Becky said.

I started getting ready. I wore my pink leather mini skirt and my white latex half-tank top. I put on my white satin blouse and tied the tail of the blouse below my breasts. I had to get new bras. My breasts wouldn't stop growing. The tank top was more comfortable than my current bras.

My mom was a natural D-cup. My grandmother on my Dad's side of the family was an F-cup. I was hoping I wouldn't get bigger than DD-cups or it would be near impossible to find pretty bras in larger sizes.

Kevin was right on time. I was still upstairs trying to get ready. I kept talking in the mirror, thinking about what I wanted to say. I imagined all the ways he would react. I really need Emma and Tiffani right now.

I took a deep breath, blew a kiss in the mirror and walked downstairs.

Kevin was waiting at the bottom of the stairs. He was dressed in a bright blue Under Armor T-shirt that looked like a second skin and black Bermuda shorts. His muscles rippled with even the smallest of movements. My personal Prince!

He greeted me with a soft kiss and his award winning smile.

Are you ready to go! He asked.

Bye kids! Have a good time!

We will! I love you! I said. I hoped it was true!

Where do want to eat? Kevin asked.

I made reservations at Ruth Chris Steakhouse! I said.

I can't afford that tonight! Kevin said.

My treat! I said. Gosh knows you paid everything else! I said.

As you wish baby girl!

I was trying to build up the courage for the most difficult, conversation since I outed myself to Becky over a year ago. It's been quite a year too! Kevin was my first boyfriend, my first man! He was the love of my life so far. To find a man who could stand up next to him (in my eyes) seemed like an impossible task.

We sat down and ordered. I wanted a drink! (I was never one to drink alcohol or do drugs) Gosh knows I had my fair share of chances. My friends and I always avoided it. Between school and extracurricular activities, we needed to be at full strength! Besides we had a lot of fun together,

Kevin, I need to talk to you.

I know Bree! It's a subject I've been avoiding too! He said. I don't want to break up any more than you do!

You knew? I said.

I suspected! And you're right! Long distance relationships are difficult at best! Once I start playing football the media will be all over the place! Your secret won't be safe. Gosh knows what damage it could do to us and friends and families!

Kevin, I love you! Only you! But I don't see another way to protect everyone!

The only other choice is for you not to play football! That's not an option for me to ask of you! You worked your whole life to get here! I don't want or except you to even consider it!

I have! Multiple times! He said.

No! You owe it to yourself to see how far you can go! I said.

What about you? Kevin asked.

I'll be heartbroken, but I'll survive! All of us have different paths to follow, football and school are yours! No one has the right to ask you to change it! Not even me! I said.

What's your path? He asked.

Let's discuss that at my house! I said.

You are going to college, right?

Maybe! For now let's enjoy dinner! I said in a slightly firm tone. Kevin submitted to me!

We crashed a wedding reception at the Windham hotel. We danced a couple slow songs and left for home. We went straight to my room. I turned on some Kenny G at low volume, just enough to drown out our voices.

Kevin, I've been offered a job, a career really! It could effect everyone, including you! Especially if we try and stay together.

Working for Alison? Kevin asked

Yes! As an actress! It's an opportunity I never thought about before today! In fact I was just offered the opportunity today. I've been thinking about this and everything we talked about since 9:30 this morning! I took the today and the rest of the week off just to think about it.

Bree! They'll be no hiding who you are!

I know! It's a huge risk! The upside is I'll be able to retire by the time I'm 35!

What about school? He asked

Alison said she'd help me with school.

Is it about the money? Kevin asked.

In part! You and I both know I won't survive living in a college dormatory. I won't be able to live a normal college life. Especially without you!

What's the other part? Kevin asked

It's just a theory of mine, I've been doing some research into my condition and it seems there's a possibility that if I'm active enough for an extended period of time my sex drive can become more manageable!

I don't know Bree! Kevin said

I don't either! But I don't want to just break up and do this without you at least knowing why. I love you too much to not be honest with you!

Bree, I really don't intend on getting involved with someone else! Kevin said.

I don't either, but chances are it's going to happen whether we want it to or not! I wouldn't blame you! I hope you won't blame me! I said.

I understand Bree! I do! Just know I still love you!

I love you too!

Come here! He said.

I laid back on my bed.

Soon we were together as one. Kevin knows exactly how to handle me. We made our magic over and over. My emotions were all over the place. My body, my emotions, my mind were at war. Somehow making love with Kevin stabilized all three! We were more than high school sweethearts, more than just lovers. We ying and yang, two halves of the whole.

As we cooled down, my mind was calm for the first time all day. I started thinking, breaking up was inevitable but it didn't have to be permanent. There was no way we could expect each other to remain loyal to each other. It would be best to remain friends.

It was risky! Kevin is a catch! A state championship quarterback with a 3.99 GPA! If this year taught me anything, it taught me we all have a destiny. Each of us has to walk their own path. Kevin's was division 1 football, mine was a future adult film star.

I kissed Kevin with all the love I possessed.

Kevin, I want you to pursue your life's goal! Be the leader, the Quarterback you are and need to be. Don't worry about me! Alison and Becky will watch over me. If you find another woman that makes you happy, then be happy! If not you know how to get ahold of me.

What are you saying, Bree?

Follow your first dream! College and the Draft! I'm going to audition on Saturday! A test in front of the camera! Alison said she could alter my appearance. I want to try! We each have a separate path! Maybe fate will lead us back to one another!

It's so risky! Are you sure?

It's no more risky than you getting injured or worse! I said.

If this works we could be together down the road living a comfortable life! We have a chance at greatness. Besides how many adult film stars can you remember by their faces after they leave the industry?

Not very many!

Exactly! I said.

Bree, no matter what happens, always remember you're the first girl I fell in love with!

Kevin, you are my first love and my first! We kissed deeply. His kiss felt the same as always. We both shed small tears. We both were facing a new future. A future, neither of us could fight head on. We weren't ready to fight a world of media attention and all the negativity that comes with it.

Audition Day!

Saturday morning I was up at 7. I made myself as conservative looking as I could. My sex drive was already kicking in. I was both excited and terrified of what I was about to subject myself to. I wore a simple pink blouse and white denim mini skirt with my pink and white sneakers. My hair brushed the top of my ass. I put it in a high, tight single braidY my bangs hung just above my eyebrows.

Becky drove me to the studio. There was barely any cars in the parking garage. Becky held my hand as I walked into production floor for the very first time. My mind was spinning as we walked into the makeup area.

Alison, Salome and Randy were waiting for us.

Bree! Welcome! Alison said as she hugged and kissed my cheek. You remember Randy, my director!

Nice to see you again, sir!

You too! Bree! Are you up for this? Randy asked in a professional but concerned voice.

I think so! I said.

Brianna, I'd like you to meet Rhonda my makeup supervisor. Rhonda and her team are going to alter your appearance for the purpose of your audition. Because you are new and we have no way of knowing how you will look on camera we may have to make several adjustments. So be patient! Alison said.

Are you sure she needs alterations? She's beautiful! Rhonda said.

I'm afraid so! Alison said. She is only 19!

Everyone already knows 18 is the legal age for adult actors.

Have a seat Bree! Let's get to work! Rhonda said.

Rhonda and her girls started by tying my hair up and netting it tightly. My makeup was stripped off. Makeup tape was applied to my cheeks, raising my cheekbones. My nose stud was removed. A very thin latex mask was applied to my face. My eyebrows were covered in glue.

Rhonda and her team painted my face with an entirely new look. It felt weird not being able to feel the makeup as it was applied. After my face was finished the wig selection began.

Alison and Randy rejected several. They finally agreed on a bleach blonde bob. Makeup was added to blend in the edges. When they spun the chair around into the mirror, I was in shock!

It was still me! A very enhanced me! I barely recognized myself. My nose was slightly fuller on the sides. My cheekbones were much higher. My eyebrows were arched higher and thinner. My complexion was whiter, my makeup was bimbo styled and pink. My lips were made to look bigger and fuller. Becky took a picture on her phone and compared it to my other photos. It was night and day different.

This is for you! Salome said with a smile! She handed me the skimpiest bikini I ever saw! It was made of latex , it was hot pink! The back was a simple string. The front was made to hide my Precious, but barely!

You'll need these too! Salome said.

She handed me 9-inch platform hot pink stiletto heels with straps so long they criss crossed over my calves. Salome helped me with my outfit. My hands were shaking, I was so nervous. Salome ran the straps under the arch of the heels and around my legs.

I know exactly how you feel! Salome said. I've been there! All of us have! It just an audition! Relax, pretend you're at home, modeling in your mirror before a big date! Or just pretend you're in your bedroom alone, pleasuring yourself. I'm 12 feet away if you need me! Salome reassured me.

When I stood up it took a second to regain my balance. Alison and Becky wrapped their arms around me and led me to the audition room. Randy was making last minute preparations.

The audition room was a very simple setup compared to elaborate sets on the various sound stages. It looked like an office in a cheesy building or on a factory floor somewhere. It was completely non-descriptive!

Okay Bree! Randy said directly.

I want you to model the bikini! Walk back and forth, swaying your hips. Act like you own the room! Sit on the couch, cross your legs. They stand up, turn facing the couch and wiggle your butt at the camera. Watch for shadows. Try to stay in the lights.

Should I say anything? I asked.

No, just move about slowly with purpose. You can motion your hands over your body. Do not take anything off! This is strictly a camera test!

Yes, sir! I said

Are you ready?

I nodded my head.

Action! Randy shouted.

Randy directed my movements with silent hand signals similar to what Becky taught me. Two camera men followed my movements while Randy operated the main camera. I smiled a sexy smile acting like I was performing for Kevin. I arched My back and shifted my hips. Swaying my hips wasn't a problem, the shoes practically made me do it!

I ran the routine over six times without stopping once. I found myself moving with fluid motions. I was concentrating a little, but everything seemed to come almost naturally to me. I stood in the middle of the room and did a spin and a bend and snap like Amber taught me.

I felt like I was floating in an exotic dream. I could feel my own wetness, my body was electric! I was feeling an endorphin rush! I loved how I felt. I forgot about the cameras, the people watching me. I was in my very own world. I was enjoying myself!

Cut!!!! Randy shouted.

I looked around and for the briefist of moments I forgot where I was.

Becky, Alison and Salome had their mouths open. The camera men were almost frozen stiff! Rhonda looked dumbfounded.

Randy was shaking his head a little bit. I could see him studying the camera.

Was I okay? I asked.

Randy looked at me. Is this your first audition?

Yes, sir!

Who trained you? Because there's no way you came up with all that on your own! Randy said.

I trained her! Becky said.

I helped! Alison said.

Where have you been hiding her? She's a natural!

High school, Randy! She just graduated!

Did the camera like me? I asked.

Brianna, the camera fell in love with you! Randy said.

If you ladies want to take a break, please do! It's going to take me about an hour or so to edit everything together! Randy stated.

Bree! Come with me honey! Salome said.

Salome took me to the wardrobe department. She gave me a short pink satin robe to wear.

Can I change? I asked.

Sweetheart, while you're on the production floor you stay in costume, unless instructed different. Salome said.

How did I do? I asked.

You were great! I had no idea how well trained you were!

I took pole dancing lessons. Cheerleading and our dance routines at school didn't hurt either! I said.

I always wanted to be a cheerleader! Salome said.

I almost always threw up before our games! I said.

Bree, do want a salad? We're ordering lunch! Becky said.

Large Chicken Caesar salad please! I said.

Make that two! Salome said.

Thank you Ms Strong! Salome said

Thank you I said.