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Sorry Everybody~ u3u

Added 2022-11-15 15:44:52 +0000 UTC

Guys, I'm sorry....

I can't believe there are still Patrons here, I sorta expected everybody to bail, and you would be perfectly justified~ u_u

I owe you all such an apology for disappearing again. I completely broke down this year, and I ran away from everything in my life again. It's not because of the art I do here, it's because my life outside Patreon fell apart and I didn't know how to cope. >_< I had a conflux of financial, medical, psychological, and job-related crisis all pile on me this year, and I handled it poorly, I gave up at everything again and went back on the anti-depressants that numb me... I've only just now been sane enough to try to not be a piece of shit, and the first thing I wanted to do was update and apologize to all of you~ u3u

I'm sorry I'm like this~ I promised that I'd never disappear like I did in the past, and I kinda failed at that~ I'm so sorry~ I know that people worry, but when I'm like that I get completely agoraphobic and can't even look at my messages, let alone respond. >3< I'm sure I'm frustrating~ I can't thank enough those of you that are still here despite how crappy I've been this year~ >3< If art was the only thing I did, I'd never have these breakdowns, because you guys make it the most enjoyable thing I could do~ (It's everything else in my life that taxes me~ Y3Y)

I'm so sorry everybody, I'm gonna try to the art rolling again~ I haven't solved all my problems at home, but I can feel I'm coming out of my crazy state~ I've been able to draw again for the first time in months~ (I've been completely unable to do art this whole time...) I hope to post those sketches later today~ But I needed to apologize first~ u3u And to thank you guys for sticking around, I'm so glad my Patreon wasn't shut down and deleted~ >3<

Thank you guys so much~ I don't know where you get the patience to put up with me~ >3< Now that I can feel it again, I realize I had forgotten how much you all inspire me~ Thank you so so much~! I'm gonna try to hold myself together. I apologize if I missed your messages, my inboxes are a mess~

I don't deserve you guys~ >U< I'll try to do better~!