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June 4-Track B-Side: Art's Exhibit

It turns out that if your art is successful, people start looking at it, and oftentimes will start thinking what you thinking at the time, and doing what you were doing. I've had plenty of bad ideas in my time, and I wish I hadn't elevated some of them in my art. It's easy to feel like you're safe "backstage" when you're creating in isolation, but nothing happens in a vacuum. So this song is about that sort of pang of realization that something you thought was private and contained to yourself was actually having effects far beyond yourself.

Recording:
Track 1: MIDI drums/bass

Track 2: vocals

Tracks 3-4: electric guitar

Lyrics:

A hole I don’t remember in my wall

Look through the hole

Dig into the wall

Images I hoped I’d never see

Deck the hall in rows

I painted them years ago

In someone else’s blood

With someone else’s love

I painted with the curtains drawn

When the agents said they’d pay me well

If I signed on to sell

Some old singer told me that it burns

I laughed at what he said

And took a piece of bread

A quiet crying stopped me and I turned

A young child’s innocence

Stained black in my ink

I’ll give you back the wages that I’ve earned

throw them on the floor

I remember something more

“And what is that to us?

We’ll keep your body hung

Preserved in a plastic box

immersed inside our fluids

For the exhibit”

June 4-Track B-Side: Art's Exhibit

Comments

This is so incredibly good 💜

Carmen✨

omg this is so incredible!!!!

Fig


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