The worst month of my life. And my apologies and explanations about what is happening. (All obligations will be fulfilled and will also be fulfilled in the following months) ❗

I don’t even know where to start ... But I have a huge need to speak out and finally I have the strength to tell you everything:  

Starting a frank conversation with all of you, it would be right to start from the very beginning of our journey. Last summer I was very enthusiastic about doing my work for you, which brought pleasure to all of us! But then there were the horrifying February events that every person on the planet knows about. And to my great disappointment, my country has the closest relation to all this. Then, as you know, for both technical and emotional reasons, the progress of my work has slowed down. However, I was able to find solutions to all problems and concentrate on my work for you, which in turn helped me a lot psychologically. And this summer I fully adapted to these difficult conditions of my existence in the reality in which I am.  

However, September came ... I got quite seriously ill with Covid and could not continue to work normally, as this was accompanied by complications. (as some of the VIP Patrons know that in September I continued to work on personal illustrations despite my unsatisfactory physical condition) Further events began to develop completely according to a wild scenario. As it turned out, the early treatment prescribed to me by the attending physician turned out to be not only ineffective, but even dangerous, but I managed to correct this situation in time by contacting much better specialists. But I had to go into a legal routine to defend my violated rights to qualified medical care. And at that time I was in a state of neurosis, because instead of doing full-time work for you, I was forced to deal with legal delays while still not fully recovered.  

And who would have thought that I had barely set off from these troubles. Fate (in the face of the terrible government of my country) will strike me with a crushing blow. Namely, as you probably know, in our country they announced the MOBILIZATION OF THE POPULATION TO CONTINUE THE BLOODY CONFLICT! And then the panic and chaos began. In my environment there are a huge number of friends who sincerely hate everything that happens, but in particular the male population is sent to this slaughterhouse against their will. And since I live near one of the eastern borders, I decided to do my best to help those who are fleeing this madness from the country. I'm sorry I didn't write about it and didn't warn you. To be honest, first of all, it was simply not safe, and secondly, I absolutely could not think of anything else.  

Now I want to return to our community and my commitment to you:
I received a huge number of messages from you of a sufficiently negative nature. And I completely understand you and I'm really sorry that all these events led to such a set of circumstances in which I did not please you with my work for almost a full month. I agree my personal problems should in no way be extended to what you paid for! And I am fully responsible for all my obligations to you. And they will be fulfilled in full, as always before. Yes, I allow for some delay. And I absolutely do not blame anyone who does not accept this.
You live in beautiful countries and it is your merit that you were able to create islands of calm and stability, and I am very glad that you can afford to enjoy a relatively carefree life. You don't get it just like that, you deserve it. And everything that happens in our country is partly our fault.
What happens in my country does not fit in my head. I used to read about it in books and watch it in documentaries. But I never thought that I would become the heroine of this dramatic work that is unfolding before my eyes.  

P.S. I will work as long as necessary to fill in all the gaps in obligations before the end of the month. And then I'm not going to stop my work for you, in fact, that's all I have now.  

With love, Your Siberia_Fetish