Update (& AMA Stream Tomorrow)
Added 2019-11-21 02:14:07 +0000 UTCHi friends,
I just want let you know what's up with me. To be perfectly honest, I haven't gotten much done this past month. The recent controversies have really kind of crushed me, and my mental health is not in a good place at all. I feel so hated and just numb all the time, and I've been having a hard time getting anything done. I'm afraid to post anything anywhere for fear of provoking more backlash.
I've thought about taking the rest of the year off, switching my Patreon to "per creation," and just putting myself back together before trying again in 2020. But I've decided not to do that because I think getting back to work on a video will be good for me. So I've been wading back into work, and I've managed to read a few books and write around 3,000 words of a new script. But running this channel has always required that I'm functioning at my best, working 16-hour days, etc. And that's simply not happening right now. On top of that, Theryn won't be able to work with me for the next few months, so for the time being I'm at this alone.
This is all probably oversharing. TL;DR I will release a new video before the end of the year. But, fair warning, there won't be a November video. So I totally understand if you want to unpledge for a month and come back in January. But I'll leave that choice up to you.
Anyway I'm going to keep up with the AMAs as usual, so let's do the November one, uh, how's tomorrow at 7pm sound? I'll post the question invite post for the 15+ folks right after this.
Thank you all so much for sticking with me and continuing to support the channel. I will make it through this and do my very best not to disappoint.
All my <333
Natalie
