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Chapter 211 - Caliginous Motives

Thaddeus

Month 8, Day 21, Saturday 7:50 a.m.

 

As Thaddeus, Captain Aisling, and Agent Marcurio forced their way free from the ever-changing hedge maze trying to trap them within, Captain Aisling spoke. “I do not believe I’ve ever said this before, but I think we came out of that negotiation on the losing end. The Raven Queen controlled the flow from beginning to end, and I am only now beginning to realize how skillfully.”

Thaddeus agreed. Captain Aisling had undoubtedly gone through the same training courses as other Red Guard captains, but Thaddeus gathered that interrogation and negotiation were not the man’s talents. Aisling was too easily distracted and did not dig as deeply or as persistently as Thaddeus would have done if he were in the man’s position.

Captain Aisling was also inexcusably trigger-happy. That his Radiant battle spell would have been harmless was a ridiculous excuse. If it had hit someone in the eyes, it almost certainly would have done damage, and even a short time under a sustained beam could have caused burns.

Using it outside of battle, against a nominally friendly counterpart, was not only honorless—which Thaddeus did not care so much about—but also foolish. He would have taken further umbrage at the attack if Siobhan had not been so nonchalant about it. Evidently, she had not felt threatened.

Instead of saying any of this aloud, Thaddeus merely grunted. When they got to the communications staging area, the pair of agents stationed there gave all three of them a sound-recording device. Unlike the phonograph artifacts currently available on the open market, the Red Guard’s version was small enough to fit in a single hand, and captured the sound inside of tiny, black beads that were extruded along an even smaller string. It all coiled up inside, with plenty of space for several days of recording.

With these, each of them walked to a different corner of the room and gave their individual reports on the mission they had just completed. It was best to keep impressions to themselves until they had a chance to say everything; group testimony was famously untrustworthy.

When Thaddeus was finished, he moved to watch over the diviner’s shoulder, into the mirror the operations-focused agents were using to keep tabs on the area. This one was linked to another mirror they had hung in the sky, and could show anything caught in its partner’s reflection.

Several of the suspicious characters they had suspected to be allies the Raven Queen had prepared in case of an altercation were beginning to withdraw, some of them trying to pass off as random civilians.

The woman, her prognos companion, and a couple of superfluous bodyguards were already on a small boat heading south through the Charybdis Gulf.

“The spell’s efficiency is unnaturally low because of whatever wards she has, but we haven’t lost sight of her,” the agent in charge of divination explained. “It’s hard to disappear when someone has been watching nonstop the entire time. I’m not even blinking both of my eyes at the same time, just in case.”

Captain Aisling sighed as he moved to stand beside Thaddeus, soon after followed by Agent Marcurio. They at the image of fishermen hauling in their catches in the water below as the Raven Queen passed by unnoticed. “Repeat your basic report to me.” He turned to Marcurio expectantly.

The kitsune hesitated at first, but quickly fell into telling the story of what they had just experienced. Captain Aisling stopped to ask for clarification and detail several times, especially about the Raven Queen’s demonstration of her shadow-familiar spell.

“Now you, Special Agent Lacer,” Captain Aisling asked.

Though it was tedious, Thaddeus obliged. Again, Aisling seemed particularly interested about what Thaddeus had seen—or divined—of her shadow display.

Agent Marcurio’s eyes were wide, and his tails swished violently. “Do you suspect she somehow managed to tamper with our memories during the assessment?”

Captain Aisling shook his head. “I did consider it, but I don’t think that’s the case. No, I was more suspicious that what she showed us wasn’t actually shadow-manipulation at all, but some kind of waking nightmare spell. It would explain the control, the uncanny details, and even the insidious sensations quite cleanly if they were all sourced from our own imaginations. Alas, all three of us experienced the same thing, so that theory is unlikely, though perhaps still not entirely impossible.”

“Alternatively, perhaps that level of control and detail is nothing special for a woman who can cast two spells at the same time,” Thaddeus suggested.

His colleagues’ expressions darkened.

“I would like to once again point out,” Agent Marcurio said, “that if she was telling truth about how that philtre worked…?” He looked to Thaddeus questioningly.

“I did a basic analysis of the ingredients. Even for me, it can be almost impossible to discern what components went into a potion once it is fully completed, as a potion is more than the sum of its parts, but I detected some lingering particles of crushed onyx and what might have been algae…or mold. None of the highly conductive more inert components like metal or celerium dust. No traces of anything that might be cause for concern, for what little that is worth.”

“Okay,” Marcurio said dubiously. “That’s good, I suppose. At least it’s some tiny measure of peace of mind that I probably didn’t just breathe in some liquified fetus or something. But I would like to reiterate that I find the implications that simply being aware of her consciousness made us feel the way we did quite telling. Maybe it was just a trick. But maybe… Well, if we didn’t think it likely that Myrddin did some potentially very psychotic magic to create the ‘Raven Queen,’ I would say it is rather compelling evidence that she’s one of the shapeshifting creatures of dreams and shadow my great-grandmother used to tell me stories about.”

Captain Aisling let out a humorless huff. “Who’s to say what, exactly, Myrddin trapped in that book?”

Agent Marcurio’s mouth fell open slightly, revealing his canines. Then, he shivered. “I’ve seen too many things, so my imagination is more exaggerated than some ignorant commoner’s. Now I almost hope she’s just some random person Myrddin experimented on.”

Captain Aisling turned to Thaddeus. “Tell me your impressions. Did you notice anything relevant?”

Thaddeus looked down at the distant reflection of a small boat nearing the edge of the mirror. Tiny Siobhan seemed to be watching the sun rise over Gilbratha’s eastern wall, standing tall despite the motion of the boat cutting through the water. “She was showing off her control—the clarity, forcefulness, and soundness of her Will, rather than its capacity. She managed everything she showed us today with less than a thousand thaums, even though there is no way she became a free-caster without at least a few thousand at her command. It says something about who she is, that she believes that is more impressive than brash displays of capacity. And I would hazard a guess that she could have put on an even more impressive display, if she were not hesitant to push you beyond the limits of your self-control,” he added, a small hint of his scorn slipping into his tone.

Agent Marcurio pursed his lips, then tapped his forefinger against his chin. “Is it possible that Siobhan Naught’s body cannot keep up with higher thaumic requirements, and so the Raven Queen is restricted to those low-level spells? Like using a low-capacity Conduit.”

“Who knows how it works?” Captain Aisling said. “But if the rumors are true, some of the magic she’s shown would be rather difficult to accomplish on a thousand thaums or less. It could also be something to do with identity. Do you think we were talking to Siobhan Naught or the Raven Queen? What distinction is there between them, if any? I heard the Undreaming Order believes that if the Raven Queen manifests fully within an acolyte, it can be damaging to the acolyte’s body. She may have been keeping the magic light to protect the girl.”

By now, Siobhan and her companions had passed out of sight of sight of the mirror. No doubt trying to find her again with any conventional form of divination would be strangely impossible.

Thaddeus turned the thought of her over in his mind a few times. Who had he been interacting with? He found that the hoped it was some combination of both personalities, melded to become one. It would be a shame if Siobhan Naught were trapped away within her own body, screaming soundlessly for help. Or if the girl had been crushed out of existence by the weight of the Raven Queen’s consciousness. A combination of personalities might also explain why the Raven Queen sometimes acted with strange immaturity or made reckless decisions based on emotion.

At least she had not shown any signs of psychosis or a split personality. Except for, perhaps, the ability to split her Will.

As the other agents began to pack up, the three of them descended to the heavily warded and illusion-covered carriage that would deliver them near a field base entrance.

Agent Marcurio tucked his tails over his lap as they sat. “I do have to wonder, if she could lie as she pleased without us realizing, why did she let slip about wiping that artisan’s memories?”

It was a good question, but not the right one.

“Why did she use such a device at all?” Captain Aisling asked. “Several times, and even today, she’s shown off her free-casting ability. Surely she wouldn’t need such a thing.”

That was a better question, but still seemed to be lacking some critical insight.

“It might make it safer to dual-cast,” Marcurio offered, perking up. “Did you notice, she drew out the spell arrays to show her ability to us? Maybe that wasn’t just so we could confirm what and how she was casting, but for her own sake as well.”

Captain Aisling nodded as if everything suddenly made sense, but Thaddeus had an instinct that he was still missing a piece of the puzzle.

Not only had Siobhan openly used a device designed by his apprentice, Sebastien, she had almost purposefully drawn their attention to that fact, even to the point of implicating herself. It was strange. Almost as strange as the original boon she had given the boy. All because she liked him? But no, that had only been a half-truth.

Thaddeus frowned, breathing out slowly as disparate pieces of information began to come together into something that formed meaning. What if she had not lied to them freely at all? She was clever with her words to the point of manipulating people’s understanding as she wished, but she also like to play games with hidden clues and subtext.

Perhaps she had not damaged the memory of the shop owner. Technically, her statement could have meant that she stole from the man, came in a disguised form and bought from him, or even took the schematics and made a copy for herself.

But if that was true, it meant that she had implicated herself in a serious crime—one strangely connected to his apprentice—on purpose. And that she had given the boon to Sebastien for a reason beyond just liking him. Thaddeus had thought he must have been the reason behind her initial actions toward the boy, for what other reason could she have to be interested in a random University student? He had thought that she knew his reputation or had learned some hint of his work and found herself intrigued. But what if that was not the case? What if there were some other connection between Siobhan and Sebastien?

As if the obvious had been waiting for him to open his mind to the possibility all along, Thaddeus saw a clear memory of Siobhan Naught’s dark, unfathomable eyes, illuminated by the soft light of dawn. They were so like those of his apprentice, though he and she were dissimilar in almost every other way. In fact, unless Thaddeus was mistaken, that unusual eye color was almost…identical.

Reminder: I'll be taking a break from posting next week, June 6th (and again July 18th.)

I'll be taking the extra time next week to work on the book and hopefully make a little extra progress.

Apologies for the cliffhanger. Eek! Drops chapter and escapes

(I did not plan to drop you on an extra-vertical edge, but I had an epiphany while working on the book earlier this week about how to improve a certain plotline, and this is what came of it.)

Comments

Thanks, Jim!

Azalea Ellis

I'm going through now and updating the master manuscripts + making a list of things to improve. Thanks for the typos!

Azalea Ellis

Maybe he'll suspect they have an undisclosed relationship. Like siblings, or maybe master and apprentice, distant relatives, some type of bloodline mutation or that Sebastian was made the same way they suspect the raven queen was made. That would be very interesting 🤔

Emma Mass

Omg! He's so close to figuring out they're the same person! Or more related than he thought. Very fun!

Silvia Wakefield

Come to the Alcove, we have GIFs...

Stefanie

If shapeshifting thusly is not a known ability among mundane thaumaturges he might not draw that conclusion because if he believes Sebastien to be human, then he will never make such a leap, ejem if he believes the Raven queen is not.

Rawbi Redrafe

Legit he could think: the boon was to observe him, or their connection is by blood. Like twins. And so he might draw the conclusion that Sebastian is colluding with her

Rawbi Redrafe

He thinks they’re twins

Rawbi Redrafe

Nah. He’s going to draw the conclusion that they are twins

Rawbi Redrafe

Ooh as interesting as I hoped this perspective would be! I wonder how much Thaddeus will reveal to the Red Guard about his realisation just now. I suspect he'll at least do some investigation/questioning of his own first. Enjoy the break :)

Nytram12

Lacer is going to have to meet Liza. I wonder how that will go?

Ben Tilly

Da da daaah! Definite cliff hanger. Is Lacer going to figure it out....?

Phil Haddock

"she also like to play games"... should it be liked ?

Jim A

Yes but Sebastien has the skin tone of Casper the friendly ghost while Siobhan is ochre skinned (presumably from her mother since her father is a pale skinned red head). Ennis is a far more plausible parent

Hannah

I figured it out he thinks they're related

Davan Krueger

I was thinking something along those lines haha

Sylvia

High five! Yeah it's a good comfort story for me. Also, related to the chapter but even earlier when I started transitioning the comment about eyes being the same really helped me look into mirrors without dying. So very real for sure

Bandersn8tch

A cliffhanger and a break You're a cruel, cruel mistress. I wish i could post gifs. Every time we get a Thaddeus chapter my mind's eye see the gif of Snape walking past rows of students and closing windows with a wave of his wand.

Tjolbin

Patreon makes it unnecessarily difficult to respond to specific people in comment chains. Let's both stay as clueless as we are now before it gets worse.

ShadyTundra

I’ve got adhd too, just don’t understand, 🤷🏻‍♂️

Jordan Rogers

It's good to see another trans PGTS fan! I've gravitated towards media including abrupt transformations for literal decades now (probably not such a coincidence, it happens to many of us), and PGTS feels like the most real

Keid

I mean, his explanations wouldn't have to be nonsense, they likely would make a lot more sense given the knowledge he has. After all, if the Raven Queen is powerful enough to perform elaborate full-body transmutations, then she should also be powerful enough to change her eye color in the process, so the correct conclusion doesn't make the most sense. The transformation amulet *should* be basically impossible according to what he knows, and if it were possible, why leave such a huge gap like eye color? So, given what he knows, the much more logical guess would be that the eye color is a dominant biomarker designed to subtly identify the results of some sort of Third Empire breeding/genetic manipulation program. He already suspects that Siobhan is the result of such a program, and if Siobhan's grandfather let her in on the secrets of it, she might take to looking out for the other results of it. It also fits with how strangely powerful they think the Raven Queen is at such a young age and how, while he thinks Sebastien is weak, he has shown such explosive growth.

Keid

I think at this stage he doesn’t have enough information to confirm that transformation is the best explanation. But yeah, he’ll figure it out sooner rather than later IMO.

ParadoxFox

Wouldn’t it be her mother’s bastard? Ennis has a different eye color.

ParadoxFox

Oh shit I complete forgot about the sleep spell. I think Lacer will come up with several possibilities, shapeshifting being one of them. I don’t think the ruse will last much longer though. Sooner or later, Lacer will put things together.

ParadoxFox

Wonderful work, very captivating! Excellent cliffhanger as well. As someone in the middle transitioning I find this whole series so relatable, it's been a comfort thinking about myself like Siobhan, merely looking outwardly as one person while still being myself on the inside. Also the details are so great and everything is so well thought out.

Bandersn8tch

Surprised they didn’t comment on the song she sang or the eyes in the dark

CaughtRedHeaded

so many details he could notice. they've never been seen at the same time, even where they were both known to be. sebastian has had some sort of injury frequently around when the Raven Queen was known to make an appearance. raven queen casting without conduit could connect to Sebastian's known ability to cast with a conduit touching elsewhere. sebastian asked about splitting the will not terribly long before Raven Queen mentioned it to Thaddeus. the sleep spell Sebastian was designing and Raven Queen's talk about a spell that allows someone to not need sleep. the similarity between the shadow familiar tether and Sebastian's first output distancing. just so many things he could draw on

Aifhwinx

I think he might invite Sebastien into his home and look at his behaviour. Something like "The usual coffe with milk?" Where Sebastien responds as if hes siobhan. Or he looks where he sits on the couch or how comfortable he is in his house.

Fabian

Great chapter. Thank you! Seems to be a missing word after They in “They at the image of fishermen” 😊

Rolf

I don't think tricking himself into believing a wrong but more believable thing is making light of his character. I honestly could see it going either way, he has enough information that I think he could come to the correct conclusion, but also enough incorrect assumptions that I could see him still making the mistake of falling into the more believable but wrong option that Siobhan and Sebastian are separate people with a strong connection the correct conclusion still requires a sizable leap of realisation that is quite counterintuitive. he'd need to accept that she's somehow able to transform her body quite significantly while doing so safely despite no such magic being known (as far as we know) and that at least one of his models of Sebastian or Siobhan is significantly wrong. it's possible he could come to the correct conclusion. However, wise and intelligent people do still make significant mistakes, and I'm personally leaning slightly more towards him remaining a bit off the mark, but still complicating things for S. with what he does come up with. I'd be happy to be wrong because I think both options are interesting.

Aifhwinx

I don't think he will assume such a close familial relationship -- Siobhan's father had blue eyes and her mother had darker skin. He may attribute the distinct dark eyes to a more distant ancestor or shared heritage (Brillig theory resurrection??). Or assume that another "thing" was also released from the book and took over/integrated with Sebastian. (I hope he figures it out though because I would love the drama)

Lya

Sébastien didn't show up until after the book was stolen

Jim A

Good to see Lacer finally getting over his collosal ego to start considering that he isn't the only reason that the Raven Queen might interact with Siobhan. Now to see what conclusions he draws based on this revelation. I imagine he will either hit the nail on the head, going straight to shapeshifter, or assume some familial relation between Siobhan and Sebastian.

Signspace

Maybe he will think Sébastien was in the book, ... I had to think of something other than "He's not Heavy, he's my brother".. 😉.. thats taken

Jim A

I am floored by the attention to detail. In so many stories, eyes don't change for shape-shifters. I hadn't realized that this was one of them. Quickly searching, the only place where I can find Sebastian's eye color mentioned is https://www.azaleaellis.com/pgts/chapter-59-a-simple-solution/. And indeed, this reveal was planned 150 chapters ago... "She shrank a bit, her hair grew dark and long, and her skin gained an ochre tint. Looking into the small mirror inside the closet door, she confirmed that her eyes were the same as always, dark and fathomless." Yeah, Sebastian is going to have an...interesting...conversation soon.

Ben Tilly

Well, we needed more pressure for Sebastian, like Lacer asking funny questions. The hectic dual-life is a key element in making this story so engaging.

James Barclay

aaand then I fell on it and that’s how they got my blood. Would not try again.

James Barclay

I think Thads continually fooling himself would make light out of his character, a character that’s intended to come off as both wise and intelligent. I can’t see him fooling himself with another nonsense explanation after noticing the eye colour, at least not without a purposeful gambit by Siobhan to trick the man. Even then, it might not work now that he’s seen much of her capabilities. A clever reveal might involve him seeing something in either Siobhan or Sebastian via a proprioception darkness philtre. Within the confines of the plot, there is still room for truth to be shared between the two, and it might even be a requirement for her to get to the bottom of her shadow personality.

James Barclay

Oh my god, that was great!! Enjoy your break.

Jill Alters

At 20, a wee bit young to be his mother. :)

Flying Goat

OH, noes! I wondered when Lacer would put it together. Will he go all the way, or will he think Sebastien is the Raven Queen’s next target? The sense of betrayal will be enormous!

Jonathan Gordy

I am predicting Thaddeus is going to convince himself into another falsehood but which will still be closer than his current belief. though the possibility of him realising that they are the same person is incredibly enticing (and I think he has enough information he could figure it out) him assuming something like them being siblings would be equally interesting

Aifhwinx

Ooooh I can’t wait!!!! Maybe they think her and Sebastian are related?

Briar

Yess

Satya Prateek

Yeah that’s my bet

Kain

If they’re anything like me they just keep refreshing the page anticipating another amazing chapter! 😂

Jordan Alexander

"Apparently, the man had impregnated multiple women across the country during his lifetime, though Siobhan was the only legitimate offspring, and the only one the elder Naught was aware of. The spell only suggested the existence of others bearing his bloodline; *it did not allow the coppers to track down any of his children without clearer knowledge of who they were*. A separate spell had been used on the drop of recovered blood to confirm that the Raven Queen was one of them."

Keid

“But you were seen free casting, with a circle written in the air!” “No, I had just glued glass to my hand and drew on *that*!”

Ranger Science

This is either going to go terribly (accusations!) or absolutely fantastically as Siobhan spills how she pulled everything off and they both laugh super duper hard at it

Ranger Science

I assume Thad is going presume a familial relationship first. She's his sister or mother or something.

Jeremy Effinger

They divined that they exist, but IIRC the spell was useless for finding them individually without more detail. I do wonder if comparing Sebastien's blood with Ennis' will show anything though.

Keid

This is a great chapter. I'm calling it now, Lacer gonna be like, "Sebastien is Siobhan's younger brother!!!!" Anyway, some typos: "They (VERB MISSING) at the image of fishermen hauling in their catches in the water below as the Raven Queen passed by unnoticed. " "By now, Siobhan and her companions had passed out of sight of sight of the mirror. " "of sight" is duplicated. "He found that the hoped it was some combination of both personalities, melded to become one" "the"->"he"

Keid

The police already divined the locations of all of Ennis’ bastards when they were covering all their bases trying to use Siobhan’s blood, and I think that was before the “gift” of the divination protection.

RedeyeA

HES TOTALLY GOING TO THINK HES ENNIS’ BASTARD

Allora Lee

SCREAMING HES SO SMART

Allora Lee

My other comment was mostly aimed at Jordan, the trick is ADHD.

ShadyTundra

To me, it's like excitedly saying, "I arrived! I'm here for some awesomeness and I'm first in line!" It certainly doesn't bother me. I was just confounded by your strange magics ;)

Azalea Ellis

Well it looks like there's going to be something fun happening soon either he thinks that's a sign of being able to do cast or the more obvious one

Davan Krueger

The cruelty of leaving us for 2 weeks on *that* cliffhanger! Haha, but no, absolutely enjoy the time off and rebuilding the backlog

begna112

Secret esoteric means ;)

Adspartan

I had to go on patrol almost immediately after the chapter released, but I still wanted to express my excitement for the chapter regardless. Does the idea of people enjoying the content so much that they take pride in simply being of the first to comment not express enjoyment to you?

ShadyTundra

I follow another author and literally every chapter has like 3+ people who comment “first” every time 5 seconds after the chapter drops(theirs is on a timer and drops on the hour)

Jordan Rogers

I get a patreon notif on my phone, and since most of my shift is spent reading books on my phone I can respond immediately, the announcement email hasn't arrived yet :)

ShadyTundra

I can’t believe you left us like this though I’m excited to find out what the breakthrough was

frankie doerr

Also it’s dumb they comment before reading the chapter…

Jordan Rogers

You can get notifications!

Jordan Rogers

I was not prepared for two weeks of gripping a ledge, I’ve got arthritis! Could have given a warning to get gloves first. Also the ending is reminding me of a recent comment I made…🤔

Jordan Rogers

PTO Approved. See you soon!

Cole Perrin

Ah, the eye color is a pretty big detail, things are going to get interesting for "Sebastien" Also letting us on a cliff... that's cruel ! :(

Adspartan

Yay!

Anotherb Account

I don't understand how people are able to comment on the chapter so quickly. Like, did the announcement email even have time to hit your inbox, or do you have a minor prophetic power that allows you to see 5mins into the future?

Azalea Ellis

Second :(

ShadyTundra

Lacer POV hype !

Adspartan


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