Haugwitz95

SITUATION

Added 2024-04-29 12:38:34 +0000 UTC

Dear supporters, I'm writing this post to give you two bad messages:

1) I confirm that no posts will be released in May so you will not pay to renew your subscription

2) I probably won't even be able to publish in June...

I'm incredibly sorry about this, I didn't even think that this competition would take up so much time and energy. I am very tired and discouraged, all my days are the same: I study from morning to evening, with the only intervals being when I eat and go to work. I don't know if these can be called human conditions, but I don't even have a half second of time to dedicate myself to recreational and cathartic activities that are necessary for my spirit such as drawing... I feel the external pressures of this competition as if the non winning it was equivalent to being cut off from work forever for the world of school, which is something I love. Some people are pushing me to think that it's a matter of life and death... if I don't win the competition what should I do? Go to Caritas? Kill me? Unfortunately, these are ideas that have sometimes entered my head. Obviously I don't want to write all my outbursts here, but it was just to tell you that I'm immensely sorry but I can't reconcile the times. This is a huge loss for me, both from a spiritual and material point of view (because these are months of lost earnings). The good thing for you is that you can let your wallets breathe and think "waiting increases desire", I will try to come back with fabulous illustrations, I have already done three

I'll keep you updated when I can.

Greetings to everyone and thank you for always supporting me.

Haugwitz95