)O( Deepening the Practice )O(

One of my feet is walking the path of an ascended master and it is difficult for me to fully acknowledge that fact.  So, here I am, admitting it to myself and to you, my alpha readers.  Typically, when one achieves the mindset required to experience ascended states of consciousness, one loses the mindset required to manage working class states of consciousness.  In my circumstance, I deeply believe in practicing both mindsets, and much to my fucking surprise, it's working out.  
The expansiveness of my contemplations threatens to burn hours like seconds when I meditate.  I can clearly see the Veil between commonly perceived reality and the actual machinations of the cosmos.  My dreams are predictive, reflective, instructive, or otherwise informative, and I can remember a lot of them.  People feel calm and centered in my presence to the point they feel that they have to thank me for being around.  Working with little kids consistently energizes me no matter how physically demanding they can be.  
The list goes on, but I'm not here to humble brag, I'm just centering myself before I plunge into the next phase of my existence.  I am setting myself up to achieve a fucking metric ton of shit before I go to Japan for the first time for Decemberween.  I'm a little daunted by my own ambitions, but that feeling is so amazing and inspiring!  I feel so lucky to have this life, I feel so grateful to have the will and energy to be this version of myself.  Now, to burn the hyperdrive a bit and blast off into true adventure.  
I'm going to write a sarcastic Nutcracker with the Khmer highschool theater kids, I'm going to do a standup show of my own for my birthday, I'm taking on more responsibility at the Dojo, I'm continuing my practice as a martial artist and a dancer, I will be making more music and singing more, I gotta go use my monofin in the ocean asap, I will be finishing this book about my life, I will be doing some occult workshops here in Cambodia, and I plan to write up the exercises/rituals here.....wow.
I will also use that rope to tie up some pretty things, and I vow to post more sexy stuff!  I like posting mid-month A LOT more than winding up for top/bottom of the month posts, so please watch out for me in this middle mood for the forseeable future.  Hang on for a wild fucking ride.  I'm not ready but I'm super excited and Imma GET IT.  <3