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Chinese astrology says that Rabbit Years can move really fast!  Holy fuck this year has shot by like a lightning bolt! In fact, every single day is flickering by me so quickly, I can barely hold on!  I have so much to do every day, so many goals, plans, and responsibilities!  I sincerely thought I would be able to sit down and write an elaborate dissertation on the power of the full moons of august, the relevance of my latest birthday, the pleasure of performing a small violin concert as puppets played out a tragedy beside me, the exhilaration of my latest accomplishments as a martial artist, what's going on at my dojo, my Story Slam project, how much I love my Kenyan bestie Alvine, a discussion on the cocktails I've been brewing up, my new goals as a photographer and director, my mystical experiences in facilitating the spiritual advancement of others, how my book is doing, how much I am enjoying the new school year, a mention of my relationship with a cute and sweet monk from one of the rural pagodas..... there's just SO MUCH HAPPENING!!!  
It is currently 5:35am, and I woke up with the NEED to get this entry published.  I appreciate this platform and the mighty foundational members that keep me inspired to maintain the vibes here.  I really do value this outlet, appreciate your support, and look forward to expanding my interactions here.   I've decided to make it my goal in the month of September to post a full boudoir photo set as well as an additional post discussing some of the subjects I listed above.  
In the meantime, allow me to let you in on a little secret before I tell anyone else!  I started a six week full body transformation this past Monday.  The program includes two 90 minute high intensity yoga sessions, two 120 minute high intensity kickboxing sessions, and one strength focused 60 minute ballet training session, per week.  I will be taking a photo of myself every Saturday morning in the same workout attire starting at the end of this week.  After week six, I do not plan to stop documenting my journey.  I will just make adjustments as I go along to keep this fire burning long term.
My goal is to achieve the physique I have always wanted.  Soft looks good, sure, but it doesn't suit me.  I dislike being assumed to be "feminine" in the ways associated with being soft.  In fact, my general body dysphoria has been really getting to me lately.  I am, quite literally, the tallest, most curvaceous woman I have ever seen in Cambodia.  As a goth of unusual proportions, I'm used to being something of a spectacle, but I'm also pretty keen on WHY people are staring.  Around here, nobody really cares how provocative my fashion choices are.  They're too busy gawking at my tits, hips and ass!  Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy having these features, but I want them mixed with "masculine" traits also.  The height and the way I speak is a good start, but the muscles!  I NEED THE MUSCLES!  
Truth be told, one of the reasons I missed my August deadline for patreon is that I'm just not feeling myself.  I like having sexy pictures to go with whatever I'm talking about here, and I'm sure you don't mind.  So, this morning, I decided to be transparent about that and just allow myself the "freedom" of only throwing a couple pictures at the post.  Thanks again for being here.  I really look forward to these entries as an archive, but I don't think I could stick to this without your support!  My time is up already, so I will catch you in 10 days or less with my badass new photo set.  There may be multicolored popcorn involved.  See you then!!! <3