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Added 2025-03-23 08:40:04 +0000 UTC---- Intro Context:
This is something I've wanted to do for a long time, but couldn't because I didn't want to let my patreons who have gracefully supported me down, and especially those very special ones who have continued supporting me for the longest time, down.
---- How long I've been burnt-out
I've been past my breaking point for a long time, and have been burnt out & mentally exhausted and for the past 2–4 months when creating content. I've sucked it up because I have supporters who support my work. My stubborn self wanting not wanting to let my patreons down, I've stupidly pushed myself passed the limit where I no longer enjoy content creation for VAM, and for the longest time, it has felt like a mentally draining job rather than a fun hobby with some side income.
---- My Plans going forward and further details on what I plan on doing when I get back
I plan on taking a 3 to 6 week break from content creation.
I do plan on coming back, but I need time to think about how much time I will need to spend into content creation per month, so I never feel mentally drained due to content creation.
I have an idea, and that idea is:
I feel like doing 1 never seen before high quality clothing per month will be better for my mental health, and will feel like a fun artist hobby again due to me having more time in a month rather than worrying and stressing about time constraints and deadlines.
1 clothing per month will most likely further enhance my clothing I release because I will have more time to add extra detail into the one set, such as: extra detail folds, extremely detailed texture sets, extra clothing in set, more exposed and detailed exposed clothing options, extra presets, and extra variants in the clothing set.
PS, thank you for fully reading, and please switch your subscription to free or cancel and follow my patreon for the time being.
Thank you very much.
Comments
Hey dude, I'm really sorry that you're going through this. I hope you're ok and things get better soon. You are making some of the coolest clothes I've ever seen in VAM. So anything you share, in whatever schedule, I know will be great, and a gift to the vam community. I hope you don't let things that happen around VAM bother you too much. This place is cold and sad often, very unrewarding. This is more of a place for salesmen than for artists unfortunately. But it's normal in many ways, this is adult content world and it comes with positives and negatives. It's difficult, like you said, to find joy and passion under some of the circumstances here. It's up to us to find whatever works, whatever makes up happy and motivated. I really hope you find that. If there's anything I can do to help just let me know.
SPQRAeternum
2025-03-24 22:12:46 +0000 UTC
