I can't catch a break, can I? Update

TLDR: the throat infection I mentioned before has been improving but now my PC is pretty much dead for now

Hey there!

I am really sorry for keep on bringing the bad news, this just seems to not be my year. I recovered mostly from the stomach infection and was able to have a week feeling decently well however I caught a bug possibly on wednesday of that week in my japanese class because one of my classmates was sick and the symptoms appeared during the weekend when we thought it was just a little cold, then on monday we went to the doctor who told me it was a severe throat infection so now I'm back at taking a bunch of meds, at least luckily they have been doing a good job keeping the virus at bay.

Yesterday I used my PC like nothing, even was able to doodle a couple of ideas for Raihan's reward but to my surprise it turns out when I tried to turn it on I got blue screened once I logged in, after a couple of failed attempts to fix it I took a break then once I got back with new possible solutions it didn't even let me log in, as soon as I turned it on it blue screened me so I continued to try and fail to fix it until night time where I gave up and reached the roablock of either try to reinstall windows even if it meant lossing (hopefully just partially) my files or send it somewhere to get it checked or fixed. I got some advice of more knowledgeable people and they said yeah it's probably the only thing left to do, it seems it may be an issue with my hard drive itself. Tomorrow I'll try to reinstall windows myself hoping that it will let me keep at least my files.

So that's the story, I don't want to turn this into a vent post because You don't need to read all of what's going on in my mind but honestly I'm debastated and in a pretty bad headspace, it feels like I'm failing you for not being able to work because of being sick or because my PC doesn't work and I got some irl stuff going on that have been keeping very stressed.

I'm trying my best to get things fixed while recovering so I can only ask you for more patience even though you already gave me so much of it, these things have been taking me by surprise so I'm doing what's in my power to get it fixed. However I'm still not sure what to do with patreon in the meantime, hopefully it will be quick and I can get back on track soon.

If you read all of this thank you, I really appreciate the people who care for the person behind the art you are the best