About to finish my 5th contract. I took a year off here or there which was nice but I'm entering my 40s now, I have nothing outside of Mallera-9 now but I have more money than I could have ever imagined.
I feel as though I'm in my peak now. Skirming is second nature. I have plenty of elims to my number.
If I choose to go on another contract I might aswell sign my own expenditure order. I know how this place works. Its going to be tough to make it out of the final few months. They'll try everything to finish me off so they don't need to pay me. There isn't many from the old days left. There are so many who held on for a bit too long and got taken out.
All those years ago when I first put on the uniform. All the stuff I have done. Seen. Experienced.
There is a part of me that wants to sit on a beach and remember it all.
But there is a bigger part of me that doesn't want to leave. I can't help think that there is a bigger skirm, just waiting around the corner.
I feel like I need to be expended after all these years. After taking so many out myself, seeing all my fellow combatants go down.
The Island can have me.
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