neondark

Do I continue as an SCU with BFC?

Added 2024-09-18 12:03:01 +0000 UTC

They just offered to put me "somewhere quiet". Coastal North and they'll shift another back to Coastal South.

I asked if I can wait until my ORC is dissolved so my head is clear and they were ok with that.

Now I have like 4 hours until my transport leaves for San Tag and I honestly thinking about staying.

I'm just about to turn 24, I don't really have much to go back to. I cant find anyone I know on socials, it seems like they have just vanished.

Im thinking about how I need to decide where I want to live, make new friends, buy a car, go to the store and buy food, wash my clothes, hell pick what clothes to wear. I'm feeling overwhelmed.

The first three years were quiet, just the occasional skirm, Azogs and that was about it.

But the past year we have been hard at it against V-Corp.

The big skirms, the struggles, winning and taking ground.....I dont know, its hard to describe.

When we're all fighting for the one thing together with other women literally giving their lives so Black Faction can win. Its motivation to do the same.

I don't know, like its not just two companies fighting for turf, its a struggle for stability.

Its something bigger than me, bigger than all of us.

I think ill stay, Ill ask if I can stay here, at Coastal East.