cam!! 💓💓 i’m coming from your youtube video, because i’ve also been so depressed and i felt guilty i hadnt checked your patreon in months due to my own issues. i’m really glad you’re still here and that you were able to turn those terrible feelings around. i had a similar experience in 2022 and in the hospital i remember saying “i can’t live like this anymore,” and decided to try and turn things around but depression is a bitch and i wish i could get rid of it. when you posted that song about killing yourself on instagram weeks ago, i cried and sent it to my close friends because i could relate to it so so so much. i’m crying as i type this, i’m just so proud of you and happy for you, and i don’t know why i can’t shake the feeling of wanting to kill myself right now, too. the past month especially has been really hard for me and i feel like i’m reaching new lows that i didn’t know were even possible and suicide is my only way out, so i really really understand. however i’m glad you’re still here. your videos have always brought me joy and happiness throughout the years and i want to try to be more proactive with watching your videos with you, despite my depression too. but also, please never feel pressured to put any videos out! you taking care of yourself is the most important thing. we love you cam, so very much 💕
ashley
2024-08-06 20:01:14 +0000 UTC
hi Cameron. 2 nights ago I woke up suddenly at 3am and was thinking about you, wondering how you've been and I came on here and realised I somehow missed this video... 🥲 I'm so sorry to hear how bad it was but I'm so so happy you're still here. I've lost my younger sister to s**cide and I watched her fight and fight and lost, so you're insanely strong to still want to do life despite it all. Please don't worry about us, but if making videos still make you happy, we'll be here and excited to watch whatever you can offer. But please take care and put yourself first. Love you Cam!
sahirawr
2024-08-06 15:50:03 +0000 UTC
Sometimes the best thing is to focus on yourself and we are always here for when you come back Cameron. As someone who goes through this as well, I am glad you came out of this on the better end of things. You truly deserve the best and I always appreciate the updates. Don't worry about a schedule do what you can when you can and that's all you ever need to do. See you around :D
Ember Chandler
2024-07-22 13:44:19 +0000 UTC
Sending you so much love Cameron, unfortunately I have been where you have been. Keep going you are a very special guy xxx