Full life (part 1) - A matter of love

Full life (part 1) - A matter of love

(realistic and boring slow burn story, 6 pages)

[Prologue]

To some it may appear as childish to enjoy something without thought. And admittedly, so it used to be for Jack as well. He was intelligent and usually sought out complexity.

Jack sure must have loved it because he over complicated even the simplest of things. This in turn made his life incredibly uneventful. 

However, then came a natural disaster in the shape of a woman. A woman whose life was influenced by misfortune and luck. Perhaps she was an earthquake, because Rosemary shook his whole world.

A few years after Jack, she came to this world. Born into a poorer family but well taken care of. That being, if one can omit an overbearing mother and a little bit of nature's misfortune. 

Rosemary was almost blind for the first fourteen years of her life. Then puberty happened...

And her young adulthood was quite turbulent as well. Especially when it comes to her relationships.

But perhaps it was all these troubles that made her who she is now.

Growing up in a rural area was not the worst thing. She loved the sense of community that village life provided. The little shared rituals of everyday life. And it also taught her what good quality food was.

However Rosemary had very limited eyesight up until puberty when a successful operation showed her what the world really looked like. For the first time, she felt free. Free to fearlessly explore the whole world.

Well, at least when her mother was not around. 

Rosemarie's spirit was constantly undermined by her mother's insecurities. Long story short, a death by a thousand nags.

This certainly didn't help when the time came to fall in love. Rosemarie's eroded sense of self worth got her into some horrible relationships.

A combination of these things has resulted in quite a bit of stress eating. Or more like relax eating since she never really ate when she felt bad. Instead, her gluttonous adventures were usually accompanied with pleasant flavours melting her mind. It was her escape.

Either way, it was the past and both of them were ready to change their lives.

[One year ago]

One day Jack was bored and randomly browsed the local equivalent of the online human meat market as he stumbled over an interesting girl. Her bio was frantic, the diction was weird and there were a million emojis but the message was clear to him. Rosemary was looking for a stable relationship. Her pictures were interesting in a strange kinda way and she also had a pleasant chubby face. Not to mention her breasts and thick arms. But none of them showed anything below. He only noticed the beginning of her outer curves, which were going away from her center.

So Jack wrote Rosemary a message that read- Hi, interesting bio. Looks like you know what you are looking for.

I do. And what are you looking for?

A bride :)

Aw, how cute.

Their conversation went very well…

The next day Jack checked her bio again and saw a few new pictures in suggestive poses. Those were public pictures in underwear. It seemed suspicious. Were they for some other guy and public by accident? Or has he misjudged her? 

Either way, he wanted to know more about this C sized bust… I mean, strange behavior.

Hi. I think you accidentally uploaded your new pictures as public.

No I didn't…

What followed was a desperation fueled conversation about the difficulties of personal coexistence that ended with a phone call.

This was Jack's time to shine. He used his super power of boring voice to calm down the young lady in distress and suggested a date to show his commitment.

Rosemary didn't believe him but agreed. She had to keep trying.

Two days later Jack was rushing as he was a little late. He was scanning the crowd till he saw her. Rosemary stood there by the fountain almost completely in black.

Damn, she's big. Jack thought to himself as he slowly approached.

He expected Rosemary to be chubby but she was quite thick. Not in the traditional sense, more like a ball. Her wide midsection dominated her body shape and seamlessly continued into her limbs that gradually became thinner the closer it got to her finger tips.

They decided to take a walk along the river and talk. 

At first it was a little quiet but the conversation picked up as Rosemary thought of more questions to ask Jack.

He was occupied by trying to keep pace with her as she walked slower than him. So Jack had to keep looking at Rosemary as she slowly put one foot in front of the other and her arms swayed around her sides.

The sun was shining on them and Rosemary started to sweat. So she pointed towards a bench in the shade and smiled at Jack.

Once they sat down, their minds eased and the conversation began to flow.

The most serious of topics were discussed casually but with interest. For Jack it was quite unheard of to meet someone so open and relaxed like Rose, as she wanted to be called. He was mesmerized by this young lady who casually adjusted her bra mid sentence. 

Rose shook her overflowing breasts right in front of him and Jack seemed to be unphased.

What a boring guy… -She thought to herself. This statement wasn't just due to his inaction but also what he was saying. It seemed as if Jack didn't do anything fun in his whole life.

Rose talked about many things one should avoid on a first date. Including marriage plans, her ex-boyfriends and so on. At least Jack thought they were taboo.

And yet, they seemed to have a harmonic evening.

With future hopes and dreams but an empty stomach, Rose showed Jack one of the cheap local restaurants. 

They ate slowly and talked some more. Well, Jack ate slowly and Rose had to wait. She didn't mind because his surgical approach was kinda cute. As if he had all the time in the world.

Jack could not help but to think of the stereotypical: girl on a first date eats only salad, thing. He knew it was nonsense but it still made him appreciate Rose all the more. A normal woman that doesn't starve herself for a good impression. Or even worse, pretends she is on a diet. 

And even luckier for him, this girl knew how to cook. As his potential fat girlfriend described what would await him at home after a hard day at work.

I'll get one of our homegrown gees, slow cook it with some sweet potatoes and take it out of the oven right before you get home.

Then I'll wait at the door and give you the biggest hug you had since yesterday.

Rose was pleasantly surprised as Jack paid for the dinner. It was the first time that ever happened to her. All other men always found an excuse not to pay for both or even their own food. Maybe this guy wasn't bad after all.

So two days later they had another date, and the day after another.

That's when Rose asked Jack- What kind of women do you, you know… find attractive?

Jack took a moment to think and answered- Do you know what the shortcut BBW means?

No... What?

Really? Considering you are on your phone all the time, one would assume you would be aware of… well, nevermind. It means, big, beautiful woman.

And what does that mean?

Well… um. That's women like you... That have… more about them to appreciate.

With her shorter frame and well over two hundred pounds one could consider Rose more than a BBW but this was hardly the time to be explaining to his new girlfriend what level of fat he thought she was.

Luckily Jack's politeness prevailed over his interest in measuring women. 

Many three hour phone calls later, Jack learned that Rose's thoughts about her figure were quite complicated.

She has had a round belly since primary school and even back then, Rose has already put around 73 kilograms, or 160 pounds on the scale.

She inherited the center heavy body type from her father's side of the family. But this natural cause of her different looks did of course nothing to stop some of her classmates from making fun of her. But others didn't seem to be bothered by it, as they gave Rose their lunches.

Turns out having a mother who keeps packing you the most disgusting food just to get you to lose weight gets people to feel sorry for you.

Even the cafeteria personnel didn't mind if Rose got herself seconds at lunch. Or thirds. Or… you know.

So instead of eating one, low fat, low sugar, low everything portion of nothing from her mom. Rose ended up stuffing her face before, during and after lunch.

And one day she even broke her record by pushing ten different meals into her stomach.

Considering how big Rose was now, Jack assumed there was a food related reason for her size. However he decided not to inquire any further as it is usually seen as a sensitive topic in our society. 

He always found a reason not to ask.

[Eleven months ago]

A few weeks later Rose's troubled mind revealed itself fully as Jack was trying to go home. They were standing in her room naked, holding each other. Rose was sobbing and trying every last desperate trick in the book to have him stay the night. She could not bear the thought of being without him.

And this is when Jack realized the extent of Rose's issues.

They stood there for a while till he finally thought of a way to get out of this situation.

In order to help you, I have to hurt you.

She looked at him with confusion in her teary eyes. Jack grabbed Rose by the arms and told her exactly what was going to happen.

And so he went home, they had another phone call and then they met again a few days later.

Everything was fine, just as Jack said it would be.

[Eight months ago]

What felt like a wild roller coaster to Jack was a welcome calm moment in Rose's life.

They continued dating, talking about their little issues and solving them.

Jack also had quite a collection of problems from his past life but there was only one thing that Rose was afraid of. Jack's kink.

When she first read his text messages explaining he was into weight gain, Rose wanted to dump him immediately. 

But she didn't. Rose talked to her two best lady friends about it and figured that everyone has his own weird thing.

Then Rose told Jack how much she dreaded gaining more weight and was genuinely afraid he would break up with her over that.

Jack just laughed it off because that was never his intention. Despite having a sexual partner was new to him, he never saw sex as that important and never intended to fatten her up just to fulfill his fantasies. Despite almost never telling her, Jack did love Rose as much as she loved him.

All he wanted was Rose to be happy and healthy.

Especially because of her planned pregnancy. And besides, she had plenty of curves to play with already.

Three month's into their relationship and they were already planning to have a baby.

And two weeks later, she was already expecting.

This was faster than even they expected but they adjusted...

[Seven months ago]

At her second doctor's appointment Rose learned she was 114 kilograms, or 251 pounds heavy. This ment Rose gained 5 kilograms, or 11 pounds since she met Jack.

Rose started panicking because she realized how much weight she would gain during the whole nine months.

But she got over it as soon as Jack convinced her to get married for legal reasons.

Rose always wanted a beautiful wedding in nature but perhaps they could do that later.

For now they opted for a simple wedding in two weeks. And simple it would be, if everyone wasn't suggesting a million things they should plan for it.

Luckily this rush is what kept Rose distracted from her worries but also caused her to rabidly chase for all the fun activities before the baby comes.

One of these things was a vacation. Jack was against it as he was constantly worrying about money but eventually gave in.

[Four months ago]

And so they booked a four star hotel room for a weekend. It was a bit pricier as they were used to but it had a very nice perk. The reservation came with free tickets for a spa resort. It also came with free food in the hotel's restaurant but that was secondary. Rose loved water and could not wait to try all the pools.

Jack was a stick in the mud for the first day but his mood quickly improved as Rose spontaneously began commenting on the other women in the resort. They have never been to a place with so many almost naked bodies in one spot, so Jack had no idea how much Rose liked to check out and talk about other women.

He never expected to have a casual conversation about breasts with his young wife but here they were. Floating in the pool and snickering as they observed a plathora of bouncy tities swimming by them.

Rose told Jack to turn around and just as he did, a blond girl in a bright orange bikini stepped out of the water. She was curvy, with round firm tits, a nicely shaped booty and little bit of a belly. 

This was Rose's favorite and Jack had to admit she was quite good looking. 

The second best looking woman around in fact. 

As he pointed out right before Rose sprayed his smug face with water.

Back at the hotel, they wanted to get dinner but the restaurant had a private celebration just that evening. However this was a fine establishment thus they immediately offered them full room service for compensation.

The couple was delighted because they never had this luxury at their disposal and within reason, they made full use of it.

Rose and Jack did joke about ordering over and over but the portions were so huge to begin with, they ended up being stuffed from just two courses. And of course… desert. 

Rose loved the rich cream but what she loved way more, was to tease her husband. So Rose leaned back in her chair and stretched her legs as she played with her hair. A beautifully pregnant body, stuffed and presented for the taking.

If it wasn't for their packed bellies, Jack would have jumped on her that instant.

Even though no foolery occurred that night, the rest of the weekend on the other hand, was quite… exciting.

[One week ago]

Once back home, all was good. Rose's gravid curves kept blooming as Jack improved their home.

But as always, something had to go wrong. Her mother called to invite them to visit for the weekend. Neither of the two felt like going but Rose could never stand up to her life's torturer.

And for Jack it was a mandatory meeting to secure continuous funding.

It was a short trip. But just far enough to feel like a break from their usual life.

They didn't have to cook or clean. And since Jack was there, Rose's mother stayed mostly polite. The reason being, she had an obvious crush on him ever since they were introduced.

The first time he was staying there for the night and went to take a shower his mother in law even asked:

Do you need a bigger towel… for that big body of yours?

She laughed it off. Especially because Rose was in the room. But this was the right amount of awkward to become Jack's favorite running joke for a couple of months.

As tradition had it, a working man had to eat. So his mother in law kept offering him more and more food. And if she wasn't so crazy and ugly he might even enjoy himself.

The irony was too funny. Rose could not help but throw mischievous smiles at Jack as the fat admirer was the one being stuffed.

Jack focused and stayed calm. He managed to eat all he was given since Rose helped him when her mother left for the kitchen.

When her shield was with her, she could enjoy herself, relax and just spread herself out on the couch after dinner.

Jack and Rose laid side by side and held each other until They were interrupted by a sliced orange. Being pregnant ment that Rose received constant suggestions on how to live. Like this orange. Her mother would not let it be until Rose ate it. At first she just put it in front of them and left. 

But later, she literally put a piece into Rose's mouth. They were both struggling as Rose was instinctively leaning backwards into the cushions as her mother bent her back to get closer.

Jack and Rose made eye contact. Then they started laughing. Her mother also laughed in her signature awkward way.

Jack never expected to see his love being fed by her mother but he would for sure never forget it.

The look on Rose's face when she realized this is exactly what Jack wanted to see his whole life was priceless.

[Now] 

And so, life goes on. 

One day you are enjoying your eight month of pregnancy. And the next, you are a parent.

It brings many complications. Such as weighing 128,4 kilograms, or 283 after giving birth…

But sometimes… life is just a lot of fun.