My worst month for my birthday

Hello guys I need to talk to you urgently. Well, even though I had high expectations for my birthday month, I received a lot of damage again, many of you knew about the problems I had in March (Assault, Robbery, unauthorized purchases to my card and intestinal bleeding) well, this May In the week of my birthday the following happened: 

I was in a tournament to get some extra money for my birthday, I managed to finish in 3rd place and being the only Latino participant they decided to redo the tournament by adding random people to the grand final where I finished in 4th place and received nothing, I never imagined feel this racist attack for being Latino. 

The next day, they told me that a vacancy was opening up at the job I had before the pandemic, I gladly accepted and they told me to hand in my papers and that it would start in June, I felt a bit calm, on Monday I had to pay my non-criminal records and anti-mobility letters that were about $45 USD for both, when I handed in my payment receipts to Human Resources, 40 minutes later, they told me by phone that I was not going to be able to continue with my application, but I had already handed in all my papers and paid for the letters, when I went to deliver the letters that I had paid (since they have an expiration date) they told me that the person who was going to leave the position canceled and now I am on hold, but I spent money that I really do not have and they still don't give me an answer. 

My mother had to be hospitalized 2 days before my birthday, so it was to be with her without being able to enjoy my day, besides that my family forgot my birthday, it hurts that they do that to me, because They are still important to me. 

And finally yesterday, I had bleeding again when I relieved myself and they have requested an abdominal ultrasound to see if I don't have any fissures (Today I check it). 

I know it's not an excuse, all those who requested work and are not Patreons will receive the requests privately and for 3 days they will be publicly on Patreon, again I apologize, but I want to make it clear because, you do not deserve to be left without messages , I'm working on your jobs, but I want you to understand that the level of problems in my life is slightly above me.