ASL2: Chapter 45 "Extrospective"

Dude, gonna be honest, i like Ben Very much in a deep emocional level in a way that i feel happy when he is happy and fearful for what he might have to go through when something bad happens to him. So, that being said, i feel really resentful for every single one of these girls around him. Dawn cheated on him hard and crushed he deep in the soul (I forgive that because she atleast had a long redemption Arc), Adrienne pratcly cheated on him twice and used him quite some times, she said she would marry him if he didn't had anyone, but when he mess up something she breaks up with him and goes running to Sasha? Don't get me wrong, she can't live for ben's sake, but can you see the hypocrisy? Dj broke up with him in the wrost way any girl have ever done to him, in the middle of a grief for his Second unborn child, Dayna in my opnion is the wrost, when she needed confort after a rough break up with Kevin he gave her a bed to share, but when he needed her after his break up with Sasha she wans't there for him, she abandoned him when he needed her the most. Brandi i could forgive the conflits about incest and stuff, but when Matt broke up with her and she literally Said "why are you like This? Why do you have to be my brother" and that was fucked up no matter how sad you are that should crush Ben's heart. Sasha stole Adrienne, well, sort of, i can relate to her being too happy to notice how Ben and adrienne's engagement was going downhill, but c'mon, is hard to forgive something like This, she didn't even apologized, and even asked Ben to marry her outta nowhere Just for the sake of marrying, something Ben didn't like at ALL. Eden and Brooke are okay for me, especially Brooke, she was there for him ALL the time in highschool. And there's Kim, even her helped in his suffee during Adrienne break up, she said on his face that he didn't deserve to marry anyone, that must be the most hurtful thing she could ever say to him at that point. If in were in ben's body i would just try to do something that wasn't a relashionship with someone, like focusing on work, something to keep the mind busy, focusing on DJ, trying to adopt another kid, or better, a dog, a friend that would be 100% loyal and would love him for everything he is and does, a dog would have everything that he wanted in someone.

Rodrigo Melo