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Sarah The Rebel
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Vlog - Aging and Photoshoots

I had a photoshoot that brought me face-to-face with my own aging features. To only like 10 photos out of 300 is kind of a big deal, but the bigger deal was the blow to my self-perception. I'd love to hear your thoughts on aging. Have you ever looked in the mirror and felt a pang of fear when you saw wrinkles?

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<3 thank you for sharing your thoughts Pally!

Sarah The Rebel

So...do I think about aging? All the time. For me, its not just a physical thing, but also an emotional existential thoughts. Sometimes its hard for me to grasp that time moves forward and I get older, and then i get depressed. And sometimes when I look in the mirror, i see little white hairs that appear on my hair and on my beard and i try to pull them out. On top of that, I feel my body telling me I can't do as much as i used to do despite having the desire to do so. SO yeah...I think about it all the time. I know through our conversations we've talked about how our country has these twisted thoughts on beauty and aging. It bugs me because I see how emotionally hurting it can be. Aging doesn't make one unattractive anymore. I know im an idealist, but hopefully we can do better with that. There have been many times where I have crushed on women who have been much older than me. I appreciate you sharing this Sarah. You're amazing, and beautiful, and just an awesome person all around. *hugs*

Paladin356

Congrats on making your page!

Sarah The Rebel

yesss..it can take a alot of photos..i just had a heao taken..waitong for these as im in the process of creating my patreon page

Hot Hope

<3 thank you for bringing this up because it made me think that really hair is the big thing for men. It's inevitable for some, genetic for some, and definitely forces you to have to do something, whatever that choice is. I'm happy to hear you're on the self love journey. Stay on it!

Sarah The Rebel

That's a great attitude to have about it honestly. Hope you're doing ok!

Sarah The Rebel

I'm going to embrace aging because the last couple of years have really tried to actually kill me. If I'm lucky enough to get old, I'll be pretty happy about it.

T1theinfamous

My health has plummeted downwards and I'm losing my hair, so yeah, age is staring me in the face. Just learning to love myself. Sorry you dealt with that BS from the photographer. Sounds like a jerk.

Andrew C


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