The Inspiration for this video actually has been the last 2-3 weeks, I honestly haven't kept track of everything going on but like I've been having a hard time as of late, I was contemplating on making an asmr this week and I was like I need to make an asmr, I couldn't do my traditional video since I couldn't get into my normal persona so I was like what do I have to work with, well I'm hella depressed lets turn that into an asmr haha the actual video lasted like 40 min of me spilling the beans on everything but for obvious reasons I can't upload that onto youtube one due to privacy reasons and also cause a 40 min video I don't imagine everyone would listen too so I trimmed it and edited it to fit the universe I created so if you ever have wanted to hear genuinely soft crying well congrats you have heard it now but as always thank you for watching and let me know what you think! Love you all!