(READ DESCRIPTION) Your Femboy's Scariest Experience (TRAUMA) (CRYING)

Warning - I Do raise my voice a couple times so just heads up if yelling does affect you If you read the warning then you're free to skip the rest! but if you still wana read this feel free, so the inspiration for this video is a couple different things. The other day on stream I talked about how I deal with social anxiety quite a bit, i use to be a lot worse but I also use to be a lot better. I know I can be very vocal on stream, youtube, discord etc but irl I tend to be very timid and shy. In general if I do go out by myself I just avoid talking to everyone and anyone if possible. I use to have it when I was younger but then I kinda got rid of it not completely but I was a lot better but I seemed to have redeveloped this during covid for whatever reason my theory for this is that since I didn't go out for almost 2 years I kinda lost the progress I made and how my parents treated me which wasn't great at time, I use to think to myself if my family treated me like this how would random people do so? But basically a couple months ago I saw a convention called the Mole in Mexico and I really really..... really wanted to go. I mustered all my strength to get out of my shell for once. Long Story short I ended up getting robbed which makes me worried now whenever I go alone which now tends to be on the back of my mind. I haven't gone out by myself since then. Another reason for this video is a manhwa I've been reading called "Yeensoon Innocence" which the MC reminds me a lot of myself at times. How they have struggled, how they have grown and how past experience influence your present. I highly recommend it, it starts off very wholesome but it starts to get very dark at some point so if you do read this just a heads up. Theres a couple more but I'm not here to name every inspiration just the main 2 So between this, thats etc I wanted to put an expression out there in some format till I thought wait I can make an asmr out of this lol Let me know what you think! As always thank you for watching and have a wonderful wonderful day, love you all. Socials: https://www.twitch.tv/dottyscarlet (Stream every Wednesday, Friday from 4 pm and Sunday at 3pm to whenever I stop xD https://twitter.com/dotty_scarlet